I'm a sophisticated women along side being an entrepreneur.. I have very high standards and seemingly go after a man in a tie or a doctors coat ..even someone who owns their own business .. so why is it that ever since a man who kills ruthlessly cr...
Authors note.. If you by any chance come across this book ...please read the first few chapters before you decide against actually reading the book. I'm new to writing and I don't actually have a base to which people would know about this book....so I hope you'd read and tell your friends about it.
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Chrisanya's P.O.V
Call it intuition ..but I trust my gut to tell me what and what not to do... so if my gut is telling me to search this man's phone , hell I'm doing it.
Plus ... a bwoy cyah cheat pon mi and get weh wid it.
Dat mi know ! I smile to myself before unplugging his phone from from beside the bed table.
I've suspected something for four months now but decided to shut up about it and leave him to time , but sleeping in the same bed with this man knowing somethings off is hurting my ego. If him a gi mi bun him affi leave me place now.
I make sure I'm careful when I put the phone to his face ..enabling the face recognition passcode.
The phone unlocks and I immediately go to WhatsApp when I realize that nothing was there , I searched Instagram and Snapchat but I still come up with nothing.
Am I doubting this man's loyalty? I question me self. Something off girl , check again. My subconscious says.
I realized that there are two WhatsApp one business and one normal.
I only checked the normal one. I immediately open business WhatsApp and enter a contact that's saved as ..Fling.
What? .... I waste no time in going to the media and a gasp leaves my lips when I see pictures of them exchanging nudes.
I'm disgusted.
Wah heart no know , heart no feel. A weh you wah see uh find.
I glare at him sleeping soundly in my bed.
No sir , you a come leave right now. I through his phone at his face and he jolts up , looking around frantically. When his eyes lands on me he gives me a questioning look.
Mi just a realize how the man ugly. Weh mi really did a do wid em? ...My subconscious says and I shake my head.
Jah know. "Come leave me place Keneth." I say folding my arms over my chest.
"Wah dis !?" He shouts , startling me a little.
I know he could never do anything to me so I'm not even afraid. "I said leave ... are you 0 percent deaf in your ears ?" I ask , this time giving him more attitude.
Why me never listen to Mom when she tell mi say man a fifty percent dog and fifty percent John crow? "Wa dis babe ? A 3 inna the morning you know ?" He asks and I hiss loudly.
"You been cheating and you think mi really care wah time it is ?" I ask raising my voice. I see guilt in his eyes but he looks away before I could read him more. He looks at the phone and I guess the question to his unasked question was answered. "We're invading each other's privacy now?" He asks and i couldn't get anymore sick of this. If he hadn't given me a reason to invade it i wouldn't have.
He hisses and I roll my eyes at him. He wasted two years of my time , I want him out.
"Are you listening to yourself Chrisanya?" He asks standing up.
Guilty no rass. "Mi no deaf. Please go to your fling before me affi get police fi fling yuh out of here." I curse ironically. Ironic as hell.
"I don't know why I don't leave man alone eno." I say mostly to myself.
Cuz dick too good lol , my subconscious says.
Not this one babe , I've mistaken it for a finger once.
"Bout yah exchange nudes wid fling." I curse throwing his pants at him. He glares at me.
"Know wah make mi leave ... you act like your on top of this God damn world too much .. a it make mi cheat , uh Cyah please , mi neven did love uh." He confesses and I can't help but feel a sting in my heart.
I loved him. So to hear him say he never loved me cut me up. Bad.
He drags on his pants , taking up his wallet and keys before walking out and slamming my door.
Him really never love me. He didn't fight for this. Not saying I would give him a chance but at-least I would get reassurance.
I throw myself on my bed faced first into my pillow.
I act all strong but behind all this I'm an emotional wreck. This is all masking. Tears prick my eyes , so I close them.
Be strong Chrisanya . My subconscious says but I'm a mess Mommy told me he was no good.
I began thinking about all the moments we shared but I remind myself that all of it was fake. The I love you's to being in a healthy relationship. It was toxic but I guess I was blinded by my love for Keneth.
Tears wet my pillow and my sobs are stifled in my cheats. After a while of letting go .... I fell asleep with an awful headache.
