Not Your Typical Fairytale

38

My Tears

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"Zaili!"

Napahawak ako sa dibdib dahil nakaramdam ako ng bigat. It became heavy and painful.

I swear! I just miss her a little... But why am I crying so hard like I was stab in my chest. Hindi naman ako ganito ka-emotional!

T_T

This is my first time crying in such a broad daylight. Sa harap pa mismo ng madaming tao! Napangitngit ako sa inis at mabilis na pinagsusuntok ang kabilang dibdib.

Fuck sobrang sakit! Sobrang bigat ng pakiramdam ko! Ang pakiramdam na ito ay parang hindi akin.

"Master! Are you okay?" Draco voiced out with panicked and surprised tone.

"Yes, I...I'm fine." I stuttered staring on the ground.

My tears are still flowing through my cheeks. Parang any time makakapuno ako ng balde dahil sa dami ng luha na lumalabas sa mga mata ko. Ilang beses akong suminghap. Ngunit maslalo lamang sumikip ang aking dibdib ko.

Hindi naman mahigpit ang pagkakasuot ko sa damit ah!? Bakit parang hindi ako makahinga?

I closed my eyes and tried to stop my tears. I exhale and inhaled but I can't returned my normal breathing. Pinagtitinginan na rin ako ng mga tao I could feel their concern and intriguing stares. They even started gossiping.

I quietly leaned to a wall and looked down. Yes, miss ko na si Zaili but I never shed a tears like this!

Heh! Is that fairy worth of my tears?

If Zaili saw me with this condition, she will surely laughed at me.

I groaned not willing to accept that.

No!

Neva!!

Andwae!!

Over my sexy body!

"You're not okay master, you're crying." Draco said, still in panicked.

"Your right! I'm not, why would I cry for her? What's the point? She isn't dead yet!! Bohoo!" I complained.

Padami ng padami ang tumitingin sa gawi ko pero hindi ko sila pinansin. Ako na sobrang gawa sa bato ang puso...umiiyak dahil lang miss ang kaniyang fairy!? Na may pangalan na Zaili!?

"Oh oh! Hindi ito tama..." I mumbled when I realized the main point. I took a step back then faced my other spirit.

"Master?" nagaalala pa rin na sabi ni Draco.

"Hoh! Ha Ha Ha! Putang-ina, sinong may sabi na umiiyak ako!?" I huffed and stand straight. I pinched my cheeks while crying.

"Hey! Hindi ako umiyak okay? W-Wala kang nakita...hindi ako umiyak-k." I said between my sobs.

Mabilis na umiling si Draco at parehong pinag-dikit ang nakayukom na kamay.

"Yes, Master! Wala akong nakita! Why would my master cry. She is strong and powerful, she don't know how to cry. It's not her tears." Draco answered smiling and even shaking his head.