"Coming down

One love, two mouths

One love, one house

No shirt, no blouse

Just us, you find out

Nothing that I wouldn't wanna tell you about,

no, no, no

'Cause it's too cold

For you here"
(Song: Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood)

"Louis, can we stop at chipotle?", I asked him on our way home.

"Nope.", he said instantly.

I'll just door dash it when we get home....

"How is Jaylen and the baby?", I asked seriously curious.

"Don't mess with me, Rose. I will really fuck you up behind my baby.", he said gripping the wheel.

"I'm deadass asking you a question that I would really like to know the answer to but ok.", I huffed.

He didn't have to do all of that, he could of just opted to say nothing at all.

Looking outside as the snow fell bothered me.

It was finally December and cold as shit outside.

"Can I go with Yami and Drake snowboarding?", I asked.

But once I saw his face, I knew I should've kept one name out.

"Why you always trying to be around that dude!", he yelled.

"Never mind!", I yelled back trying to end the conversation.

"No, fuck that! You want to fuck him, huh?", he mugged.

"Watch the road!", I yelled as he swerved a bit.

"So you don't fucking hear me?", he yelled while shoving my head to the side.

Pulling the car over, on the fucking highway, he turned his entire body to me.

Grabbing my hair and yanking me towards him as far as my seatbelt would let him, he screamed into my ear.

"You want to fuck him!", he said more like a statement than a question.

"No, Louis. Stop-", I screamed before I was cut off by his phone ringing.

"Shut the fuck up. Don't make a sound.", he said staring into my eyes.

His eyes told me if I made a sound...that I wouldn't like the consequences after.

"Yes, baby?", he answered all lovey dovey.

"For real, baby? I'm on my way home now!", he exclaimed while pushing me away from him.

Rubbing my scalp, I tried to get back comfortable in my seat.

"I love you to, mamas. Okay, I'll see you soon.", he chuckled.

He looked like he was really enjoying the conversation and looking all dreamy like.... like he couldn't wait to get home.

"Get out.", he demanded after hanging up the phone.

"What?", I asked.

I know he wasn't serious.

It was fucking 39 degrees outside and snowing, I only had on a pencil skirt, heels and a over coat.

Not to mention. We were on the fucking highway.

"You heard me, bitch. Since you want to be with Drake so bad, have dude pick you up!", he yelled.

Reaching over me and opening my door, he also unconnected my seat belt.

Shoving me out, he threw my purse and phone at me too.

Putting the car in drive , he sped off.

Snow and dirty cold water flew all over me.

Standing there in shock, I quickly picked my phone up out of the snow.

Typing on my screen, nothing would work.

The snow must have fucked it up.

I've never been one to hitch hike but it's either die out here in the snow or try to get a ride.

After about 7 minutes, I felt myself getting weak.

But thankfully, I saw head lights pulling over.

"Rose?", I heard before I fell to the ground.

I was shivering like crazy.

Why would Louis do this to me.

Was he getting tired of me and just wanted me dead?

Was it because of Jaylen...no.

Suddenly, I remembered something that had been pushed to the back of my mind.

"Rose, my father is making me marry someone.", Louis cried to me.

"Louis, why can't you marry me?", I asked pleadingly.

We loved each other.

"Rose...I-I want to but...we can't, okay.", he mumbled while rubbing a tear away from my cheek.

"Then-then I can't be with you!", I stood up.

"Greg...bring the hypnotist." , Louis yelled out.

"What? Louis-", I started.

Then I switched back to reality.

That had to be a dream, that couldn't be real.

I looked extremely young...like 17 or 18.

"Rose, I got you okay?", Leo stated.

Sobbing and shivering didn't make a good combination, I started to hyperventilate.

Then everything went black.

"And behind my mind it runs

All these thoughts have troubled me

Fighting to give up my pain

Fighting to be on my lane

My mind running to the other side

When it's time to live my life

Then it tries to take me out

Tell you what I need right here"
(Song: Free Mind - Tems)

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