JIYONG'S POV
Its been how many years? Five? Six years? Yeah Six years since that day in high school. So what if I haven't moved on? Is it a bad thing? Well I guess it is.
I really don't know what's wrong with me. Why haven't I given up on him yet? Why do I keep hoping that he'll come back and we'll somehow get to have a relationship.
That's right. I still love Seunghyun. No matter what happens it'll always be him. But I've lost my sanity a long time ago. Not in a crazy person way, but I've had different casual sex with other guys just to forget him, but none if it made me forget. He stuck to my head.
It might be weird to still be in love with a person that dumped you years ago. How do I still keep up with that?
Every summer break of my high school days, Yoongi would often bring him to the house and they'd talk. He'd catch me glancing at him, but he didn't mind at all. He didn't say anything. He didn't beat me up. He didn't threaten me of any kind. He didn't do anything. He just let me do what I wanted. We eventually talked and became friends. I was still happy that we got to be that close, but its as if my confession never bothered him before.
Well maybe he thought I might've forgotten that already. I really don't know.
After graduation, I had found out that he flew to America, he never even told me. Those times I was really heartbroken and hurt and the others comforted me. Mostly when Jeongguk went to the house, he'd see me sulking as always and he'd try to cheer me up. It was really nice of him to do that.
Now that I'm college, I have to be independent. I'd have to take things more seriously now and stop being passive like I used to. I tried, but I still ended up being a mess. Its wrong of me to have casual sex with guys I don't even know.
Seunghyun hasn't exited my mind yet and I don't think I'll ever be able to forget him.
Now, I was trying to finish some home works and projects, but it just seems I can't get anything done. I even have a test tomorrow. If useless to even try and concentrate on something when your mind's off to somewhere else. I decided to go to my local bar and get a drink.
After walking a few blocks there, I sat down in one of the seats in the counter and Yongguk came up.
"So came here to drink again?" He asked.
"Its a bar, Yongguk, what do you expect?" I asked sarcastically and rolled my eyes.
"Right." He said. "So, the usual?" He asked as he prepared to make my drink.
"Yep." I said and just waited for my drink patiently.
While waiting, Yoongi and Jeongguk came in. I was surprised that Yoongi's back from America.
"Hey, Jiyong, what are you doing here?" Yoongi asked as he spotted me.
"I should be asking the same. You neglected to tel your brother that you've come back." I pouted, acting hurt. Yoongi just rolled his eyes.
"Well, just this today actually. I wanted to see Jeongguk first and I'll enroll in the same college as him." He smiled and pulled Jeongguk closer to him.
"Ohhhh... Well, have fun." I said when they left, Yongguk finally served my drink to me.
Time passed by and I think I've drunk too many. I as already getting tipsy.
"Hey, I think you've had enough for tonight." Yongguk warned.
"No!" I shouted and avoided the drink from him. He just sighed in defeat and tended to the other customers in need of his bartending services or whatever.
As I was drinking, a mysterious man arrived and sat beside me.
"One beer please." He ordered, with a familiar low voice. Tch. Beer? Yongguk nodded and grabbed a bottled of beer to give to the customer. The man took a swig of his beer and just sat there in deep thought.
I was already having double vision. I squinted my eyes to take a closer look of the man.
"Seunghyun?" I asked, quite surprised. I would never forget the face I've always fell in love with.
"Jiyong." He said in shock. "Its been a long time, hasn't it?" He asked and smiled at me. I blushed at that little action of his.
"Uh... Yeah." My voice a little bit slurred. I continued to drink, but Yongguk stopped me.
"Hey, you'll end up getting drunk, having a hangover. Don't you have a test tomorrow?" Yongguk said and raised his eyebrow. I just shrugged and continued drinking, but I ended up getting stopped again, except it wasn't Yongguk anymore. It was Seunghyun.
"You should study well for you tests, Jiyong." He said.
"What's it to you? You aren't my mom." I snaked and continued drinking.
"I care for you because you've been a real friend to me." He sincerely said.
"When did we even become friends?" I asked and narrowed my eyes at him. "Just stay out of my life." I said grimly.
"Hey, Jiyong, why are you being like this?" He asked and grabbed my arm.
I finally faced him with a pissed look, "Seunghyun, do you really want to know?" I asked and stood up from my chair.
"Ugh... Here we go." Yongguk mumbled to himself, but I heard it clearly.
"Yes I'd like to know if I could help you with something." He said.
"Well.... Its you! Its all your fault I became like this!" I shouted. My eyes started feeling prickly, meaning I'm about to cry.
"Huh?" His brows knitted in confusion.
"I said its because of you!! Didn't I tell you that I liked you before, but I think you completely forgot or something. When you went to America, I felt so alone and I didnt even know you left! Is that how a friend is supposed to treat a friend?! Or are you just a complete asshole?!" I shouted, tears already streaming down my face.
"Jiyong!" I heard Yoongi shout and run to my side. "Hey! What are you doing?" He asked.
"Stay out of my business Yoongi." I warned.
"Jiyong. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about moving to America. It was all rushed to me and I didn't even get to say goodbye. As of your feelings, I decided to forget it because I wanted us to become friends." He explained.
"But can't you fucking see I want to be more than friends??" I cried. I wiped my tears away. "You know what... This is stupid. I'm outta here." I said and stormed out of the bar.
I ran through a shortcut I knew where no one would know I passed.
"Hey, Jiyong." Someone called out. I turned around and saw a face which wasn't familiar at all.
"Who are you?" I asked suspiciously as I moved back.
"Don't you remember me?" He asked. This was getting scary. I shook my head and he just grinned.
"Its Seungri." He said and pinned me to a wall. Now I remember him, he's one of the guys I had casual sex with.
"O-okay... I-i gotta get going." I stuttered and tried to escape, but he grabbed my wrist and pinned me back down on the wall again.
"Jiyong.... You're not going anywhere." He whispered sinisterly and licked my earlobe making me gasp.
"Let go of me, you asshole!" I shouted. He just ignored me and his hand waved up in my shirt. "Ahhhh! Get of me!" I tried shoving him, but it was no use.
He rubbed my pink nipples, stiffling a moan from me. His hands trailed down from my navel to my lower regions, palming my bulge and rubbed his growing erection with it.
"No... Stop...." I said breathlessly. "Please..."
"Just moan for me Jiyong is all I ask." He said seductively. I shook my head stubbornly.
"Just let me go!"
And out of the blue, someone punched him, hard, making him fall to the ground. I looked over to my savior. It was Seunghyun.
"Seunghyun?" I asked, falling limp on my knees. He walked over to me and held me in his arms.
"Hey are you alright?" He asked. I just nodded and before I knew it I fell into deep sleep.
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Next morning, I woke up in an unfamiliar room. I looked around and I saw Seunghyun, sleeping next to me. He was shirtless. I widened my eyes and looked at my own state.
Shit.
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Heyyyyy~ so this is the last extra for this story!!! How do you think they did it? XD hahah!!! I'm so mean I didn't go detailed, but anyways... Yeah I hope you liked it!! Bye~
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