How to Make the Playboy Fall In Love (Vmin)(#Wattys 2015) ✔

10: It Hurt me Much More

TAEHYUNG'S POV

The next morning, went like every other morning. Yuni texted me and apologized for the way she acted and she said that maybe I was right, that she really just might be using her new boyfriend to get over Jimin. I forgave her and told her it was okay.

I told her all about my date with Jimin. Even though it wasn't the best date, it was kinda romantic? Well, I'm not sure if that was regarded romantic, but he kissed me, so it might be... I also told her what I felt during the date. While that kiss took place, its as if I was under his spell. I don't know... I swear feelings do confuse me. I've never felt anything towards anyone like this. No one has ever made me have confused feelings. Ever.

After we texted each other, I went down and made some breakfast as always. When I went down, I saw Jimin awake and yawning. He caught a glimpse of me and I tried my best to plaster a smile on my face. He smiled back at me and walked over to me. I slightly felt anxious and shifted a bit uneasily. When he was in front of me, he quickly kissed my forehead and muttered an, 'I love you.' I feel like it actually stung me more than he did. Knowing, that I would be breaking his heart in the end.

I muttered an 'I love you.' too and plastered a fake smile, when all I wanted to do was actually let some tears out. This hurt me much more than it hurt him. As I said these three words, my heart ached at the fallacy of it. And a lie was something that could've made him happy instead of hearing the truth.

I told h I'd be cooking breakfast, he nodded and went inside the bathroom, closing the bathroom door behind him.

I can actually feel tears from trickling down my cheeks. What is wrong with me? Why am I so affected by this? Maybe its because I've never done something this.... Bad, before. I mean I wouldn't even be doing it because of my sister. I continued sniffling, bug I swiftly wiped my tears when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. It means Hoseok was already awake.

I went over to the kitchen counter and took out ingredients to cook for breakfast.

While making breakfast, I was thinking deeply about my situation. We say I love you to each other, but our relationship hasn't been labeled yet. I mean, everything was going too fast, this plan was escalating too fast. Deep in my thoughts, I only realized a sheer pain and yelped, when I saw I had burnt my finger. I put in my mouth to cool it down and washed it in the sink.

"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked in a concerned tone.

"Yeah, don't worry." I reassured and went back to my cooking. A few minutes after, Jimin went out and it was Hoseok's turn to take a bath.

Jimin quietly sat down on his bed and I could feel his eyes stating at my back. It gave me shivers and it made its way down my spine. I ignored the weird, uneasy feeling and just continued cooking.

After a few minutes, I was done cooking breakfast and laid it out in the middle of the dining table. I set the plates, utensils and glasses. Jimin made his way to the dining table and took a seat. I followed, after placing all the cooking materiLs I used in the sink and let it soak it water. We prayed and then ate our meal quietly.

Even though there was something 'going on' between us, it was eerily silent. Not one of us dared to tall and just continued eating with the sounds of our utensils clanking on the plate.

After a few minutes, Hoseok went out the bathroom and sniffed out loudly.

"Hmmm.... Smells good.... I smell bacon and eggs." He stated.

"Well, that's because it is bacon and eggs." I lightly chuckled and he chuckled with me. He took a seat beside me and prayed before eating his meal. He thanked me for the meal and I just smiled at him.