TAEHYUNG'S POV
The next morning, went like every other morning. Yuni texted me and apologized for the way she acted and she said that maybe I was right, that she really just might be using her new boyfriend to get over Jimin. I forgave her and told her it was okay.
I told her all about my date with Jimin. Even though it wasn't the best date, it was kinda romantic? Well, I'm not sure if that was regarded romantic, but he kissed me, so it might be... I also told her what I felt during the date. While that kiss took place, its as if I was under his spell. I don't know... I swear feelings do confuse me. I've never felt anything towards anyone like this. No one has ever made me have confused feelings. Ever.
After we texted each other, I went down and made some breakfast as always. When I went down, I saw Jimin awake and yawning. He caught a glimpse of me and I tried my best to plaster a smile on my face. He smiled back at me and walked over to me. I slightly felt anxious and shifted a bit uneasily. When he was in front of me, he quickly kissed my forehead and muttered an, 'I love you.' I feel like it actually stung me more than he did. Knowing, that I would be breaking his heart in the end.
I muttered an 'I love you.' too and plastered a fake smile, when all I wanted to do was actually let some tears out. This hurt me much more than it hurt him. As I said these three words, my heart ached at the fallacy of it. And a lie was something that could've made him happy instead of hearing the truth.
I told h I'd be cooking breakfast, he nodded and went inside the bathroom, closing the bathroom door behind him.
I can actually feel tears from trickling down my cheeks. What is wrong with me? Why am I so affected by this? Maybe its because I've never done something this.... Bad, before. I mean I wouldn't even be doing it because of my sister. I continued sniffling, bug I swiftly wiped my tears when I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. It means Hoseok was already awake.
I went over to the kitchen counter and took out ingredients to cook for breakfast.
While making breakfast, I was thinking deeply about my situation. We say I love you to each other, but our relationship hasn't been labeled yet. I mean, everything was going too fast, this plan was escalating too fast. Deep in my thoughts, I only realized a sheer pain and yelped, when I saw I had burnt my finger. I put in my mouth to cool it down and washed it in the sink.
"Are you okay?" Hoseok asked in a concerned tone.
"Yeah, don't worry." I reassured and went back to my cooking. A few minutes after, Jimin went out and it was Hoseok's turn to take a bath.
Jimin quietly sat down on his bed and I could feel his eyes stating at my back. It gave me shivers and it made its way down my spine. I ignored the weird, uneasy feeling and just continued cooking.
After a few minutes, I was done cooking breakfast and laid it out in the middle of the dining table. I set the plates, utensils and glasses. Jimin made his way to the dining table and took a seat. I followed, after placing all the cooking materiLs I used in the sink and let it soak it water. We prayed and then ate our meal quietly.
Even though there was something 'going on' between us, it was eerily silent. Not one of us dared to tall and just continued eating with the sounds of our utensils clanking on the plate.
After a few minutes, Hoseok went out the bathroom and sniffed out loudly.
"Hmmm.... Smells good.... I smell bacon and eggs." He stated.
"Well, that's because it is bacon and eggs." I lightly chuckled and he chuckled with me. He took a seat beside me and prayed before eating his meal. He thanked me for the meal and I just smiled at him.
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I finished my food quickly so I could take a bath already. I washed my plate along with the other cooking materials I used, swiftly. Afterwards, I rushed inside the bathroom and locked the door behind me.
After for awhile, I finished and I saw that the two boys were only waiting for me. I hurriedly threw my dirty clothes in the hamper and went up to get my things. I quickly shuffled down the stairs and met hem at the door.
When we got to our class, Hoseok went the other way and Jimin the other way. My class was just straight ahead. I was excited to meet Jeongguk in the room, its been so long since I talked to him. As I got in, he was the first one I saw, I grinned widely and decided to scare him. I slowly creeped to him and I put my hands on his shoulder with suspense, I felt his shoulders go up slightly, indicating that he got scared.
"Yah! Taehyung! You scared me!" He scolded while he slapped my arm, not so lightly.
"Oww! That hurts ya know." I glared at him.
"Well, its your fault for scaring me." He crossed his arms on his cheat and rolled his eyes.
"Yah, okay I'm sorry!" I apologized. He rolled hi eyes at me again, but hen his lip formed into a playful smirk. "So does that mean I'm forgiven?" I smiled. He nodded in reply. I sat beside him and we started chatting about how we haven't been talking to each other that much since the first day of school.
"So.... How ya been? Is your roommate still molesting you or somthing?" I asked as I remembered that time when hr first exchanged dorms and I walked in their dorm while his roommate was molesting him.
"I guess you could say that...." He trailed off and averted his gaze.
"I told you to call me! I was just one call away."I pouted as I was sad that he didn't even bother to call me she he was already being molested to death by his roommate.
"I'm really sorry, it would just be really unpredictable... And I kinda just got caught.... under... His.... Spell." He trailed off saying that sentence. Caught under his spell. That was so familiar.
"So you let him molest you??" I whisper-shouted. He blushed at the sudden conclusion, so that means yes?? Is Jeongguk out of his mind?? Why did he let someone molest him??
"Why?" Was the only thing I could ask with a face of distaste.
"I just don't know... Okay? I told you, I just feel under his spell. It just felt right... But I know I'm just a one night stand... You'll understand when you're in my position..." He said while brushing his hair back.
"I wouldn't understand because no way in hell would I ever let anyone molest me." I deadpanned.
"I mean, when you've been cornered and you don't have any way out, you just have to pass through... That's how I felt... Do you even get me?" GE asked and sighed exasperatedly when he saw my confused expression. "Never mind." He just shrugged off an looked outside the window.
What stuck to mg head was the fact that Jeongguk was actually molested and didn't even give a damn about it and worse, he fell in love with his molester. Aish.... Jeongguk, letting people molest him.
The teacher came in a few minutes later and started the boring discussion. Even if the lessons were boring I still listen, try to keep myself awake and copy notes, but this time I was spacing out, deep in my thoughts.
"Mr. Kim... Mr. Kim!" The teacher calling my name snapped me out of trance and stared at him blankly.
"Huh?" Was all I managed to say. I heard the class' snickers at my dumbfounded question.
"I said... Do you know the formula to this?" He repeated and was looking at me rather impatiently.
"Uhm... No, sir." I disagreed.
"Well, for you to know, you have to listen to the lesson. Now sit up straight and listen." He scolded, I nodded with embarrassment colored in my cheeks and turned back to continue the lecture.
Of course, I tried not to fall asleep or space out again for the whole period, by it was so hard when your teacher was teaching you the law of sine/cosine.
After the morning subjects, Jeongguk and I went to the cafeteria to eat lunch. We pushed through the crowds to get to each booth. After buying our food, we walked over to an empty table and started to eat.
I felt someone's hand on my shoulder, I looked up and saw Jimin smiling down at me. I smiled at him, this time not a fake one, but it still hurts to smile in front of him because of god-knows-what I'll do.
"Hey, can I sit with you?" He asked.
"Yeah." He sat beside me and settled his tray down on the table. I could feel Jeongguk's stare and its sending shivers to my back, because its as if he was watching our every move, I can sense he could sense that there's something going on between us, but then Hoseok came to our table and Jeongguk snapped out of it and greeted him. Hoseok and smiled and greeted him back.
After we all ate, we all went our separate ways except for me, Jeongguk and Jimin. We all had the same afternoon class, so yeah, we will be together the whole afternoon.
On the way to the classroom, we spotted a crowd and we heard chanting. It had to be a fight. As ran over and we saw a silver-haired guy getting beat up by a scarlet-haired one. From the silver-haired guy's face, it doesn't show much bruises, it was either he could take one hell of a punch or the fight just started.
"What the fuck is he doing?" Someone whispered behind me. It was Jeongguk and he looked upset. I looked back at the two boys fighting, I remembered that the scarlet-haired guy was Jeongguk's rommate. He was itching to grab the guy's ear and drag him to their dorm. But if you would closely think about it, that guy might molest Jeongguk again.
He walked over and pushed through the crowds, after awhile the crowd dispersed and Jeongguk was coming this way with the scarlet-headed guy's ear in his hand while scolding him. The guy had a look of distaste as he was being scolded. I went over to the silver- headed guy who was still sitting on the floor, cringing.
"Hey... Are you----" I was gonna ask, but I was cut off, when someone suddenly appeared and knelt beside the guy. It was Jin.
"Hey, Namjoon! Are you okay?" Jin asked in worry, while putting his hands on each of Namjoon's face.
"I'm fine." He said coldly and then shrugged Jin's grip on his face. He stood up and walked away. I looked at Jin and his expression was plain hurt and his eyes were teary. Was there anything going on between them?
"Hey, Jin are you okay?" I scooted closer while I comforted him, patting his back.
"Taehyung... Did I do anything wrong?" He began to sniffle.
"Uhm... I don't think so...." I answered unsurely because I don't know what he was implying.
Then a tear rolled down his cheek and he walked away. He wouldn't cry like that just for how Namjoon reacted. There was definitely something going on between them.
Well, honestly I wouldn't think Jin would be gay, but hey, I don't judge.
After the commotion, we all just went back to our class. The three of us walks to our fifth period. Then I felt Jimin's hand creep into mine and held it tightly. I can feel him smiling. Somehow, it made me smile too. It made me smile how much I could make him happy.
But then again, I thought. I could only make him happy for awhile and I felt my heart ache from the thought again.
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