That's a pic of Gongchan (Channie) up there! ❤
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TAEHYUNG'S POV
Three months have passed and I'm still not over it. Jimin and I still weren't in good terms. I haven't talked to my sister in awhile, but I do miss her a lot, I'm still just really upset with what happened. The only people I talked to was Hoseok, SeokJin and Jeongguk.
At least Jeongguk's situation was better. Jeongguk he confessed and so has YoonGi, I was so happy for him then. Even though they have a long distance relationship, they'd talk every night and it was really cute and I felt envious with their relationship.
While for me, I'm still here moping around, not yet moving on from the past. Jimin's my first love, I can't let that go even if we haven't spoken to each other for over three months. Who doesn't get over that thing for three months? Well at least the crying to sleep phase reduced and I only cried a little. I'd try to cut myself a lot of times. Hoseok would find me lying on the bathroom floor unconscious with a little puddle of blood, rushing me to the hospital. I've had a lot if blood transfusions to keep me alive. I'm surprised that I'm not even dead yet. Maybe the next time I'll cut myself, I'd get lucky and die. I don't cry, but I try to kill myself, that's how depressed and messed up I am.
Today was Saturday and my birthday, no one has greeted me today. I feel like this is the worst birthday I'd have in years. Unlike me, the sky wasn't gloomy, in fact, it was shining brightly and people looked very happy today. I don't understand people.
Since there were no classes, I was just walking along the halls of the school and wherever my feet would take me. I was now walking alongside the road. I really don't know where I was going and its so hot. Maybe I should be going back now.
While walking back, I could hear a sports car along the way. Why were they so loud? We can see that you have a sports car, don't need to make a fuss. It was speeding he way here, but my heart and my body jumped back when the car sharply stopped in front of me.
I saw the driver of the car and for the first time in three months a genuine grin broke from my face. Its been a long time since I haven't seen this guy, well technically, a year, but that's pretty long for me.
"Channie? Is that you?" I asked kinda gleefully. He put down his shades and smiled.
"Hop in!" He offered. I nodded quite excited and went in the passenger seat next to him. He drove off campus swiftly.
I looked at the side mirror and a figure of a boy was standing outside the gate.
JEONGGUK'S POV
I saw Taehyung outside the gate going back inside campus, when a sports car suddenly drove by, sharply stopping in front of him. I saw him grin widely, the first smile I've seen in months. I was about to call him when he went inside the car and they drove off swiftly.
Who was that?
TAEHYUNG'S POV
Channie slowed down a little bit later and let the refreshing air relaxingly hit our faces.
While driving, he suddenly talked, "Happy Birthday, Taehyung!" He greeted and handed me a box.
"You remembered?" I asked, amazed. We barely meet, maybe only once a year if we get lucky, but others once in two years, but what's amazing is he greets me every time on my birthday not missing one. When we meet, we talk like we've always talked everyday, like we haven't been away from each other for a long time and we know a lot about each other.
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Right now, I think he's a senior who was graduating this year, but he's already achieved a lot. Like now, he's a famous singer. His voice is really heavenly when he sings. I love hearing and listening to it. I'm so proud of Channie.
"Of course I did. I'll never forget your birthday, Taehyung." He smiled. He was really handsome and cute, I don't know why he doesn't have a cute girlfriend for him to suit yet. "Open it." He urged.
I opened it and it was a simple necklace with a locket and there was a 'V' written on it. V was my nickname, he was the only one who ever called me that, thus giving me the nickname.
"I love it! Thank you Channie!" I smiled my usual square smile. I took it out of the box and wore it around my neck. "I'll wear it everyday." I laughed.
"Nice to hear that you liked it." He smiled. "I'll take you back to the campus and let's have lunch there. I heard you had restaurants there. My treat." He offered.
"Thank you Channie, you're the best!" I thanked. Wow, I haven't been his happy since that....
He made a sharp u-turn and swiftly drove us back to campus. When we got there, he went inside the campus parking it in the parking lot.
We made our way to a coffee shop in the building with a line of food chains in. We went inside and saw that only a few students were in there and I could hear them whispering when they saw Channie, but other than that it was pretty quiet and we only heard the clankings of the utensils on one another.
We went our way to the counter and he asked me what I wanted. I wasn't in the mood for the usual lunch so I just ordered a chocolate cake. I rarely eat sweets, I only eat them when I'm depressed, but I'm almost depressed everyday so I might even have cavities from the sweets that I've been eating. Channie ordered a club house and two coffees for both of us.
After Channie paying, we went towards a seat for two and sat down, waiting for the waiter to serve our food.
"So, how ya been, V?" He asked using my nickname again.
"I'm fine." I lied. I knew what I was feeling and I wasn't fine.
"Really? I don't believe you. You rarely eat sweets. You only eat sweets when you're depressed. So what's up?" He stated cleverly. Gosh, this guy knows me like I'm the back of his hand.
"Uhm... Just got heart broken is all." I said as if it wasn't a big of a deal.
"Really? You have a girlfriend? Or... A boyfriend?" He paused before asking me if I had a boyfriend. "If you do have a boyfriend, who's he? I'm gonna punch the living lights outta him." He said in a calm voice which scared me a bit.
"Uhm... Vice versa." I said embarrassed.
"Aww... What did you do to the poor boy?"
"Ask Yuni."
"Don't tell me its all Yuni's fault. Did she plan this or something? Like did she get her heart broken by this guy and she wanted revenge making you make that guy fall in love with you and break his heart after, but then you also got your heart broken because you realized that you love this guy and you don't know how to get him back?" He said cleverly, piecing everything together. I was really amazed. He was right, but of course he wasn't said to be a genius for nothing.
"How the...." I trailed off.
"Well, if you put your words like that, your story might be like that so..."
"I see."
"I never would've pegged you as gay, V." He said smirking and putting his chin on his hand. I blushed in embarrassment.
