The Mafia's Possession

War Preparations Tomorrow 18+

I wake up on this beautiful morning, well it was beautiful until I rolled onto my other side and felt the bed cold and empty, I sigh and get up to do my business before getting dressed in a crop top, a loose one so it wouldn't show my rolls, and some spandex shorts then I finished it with a messy bun, then I walk down the hall pausing in front of his office door but decided to just keep walking and to not disturb him. I walk into the kitchen, and I see Dominic and Asher at the kitchen island eating cereal. I say a small hi and they say a small one back all of us missing our men and woman in Dominic's case, I walk to the cabinet getting a bowl pouring some cereal into the bowl before adding my cereal, then grabbing a seat beside them.

We ate in silence none of us saying a word to each other, and that is a bad thing because I tend to overthink things really quick for example, what if he steals me in the middle of the night when Alec isn't there? What if he kills all of my family that is here with me? What if I am not strong enough to fight him off? What if... I was pulled out of my crazy thoughts by somebody calling my name, when I came back to reality, I realized that I was looking down at my cereal crying. I hurriedly looked at them both,

S--"I-I'm sorry, I'm so s-sorry" I quickly get up from my seat and walk out of the kitchen and up the stairs looking at my feet wiping my face free of the tears that were coming out like a river not looking where I was going I ran into something hard like a wall I look up and I see a chest in my line of sight, I let my eyes go the rest of the way up and I was met with Alec I saw him examining my face, I quickly tried to wipe the tears away and tried to walk around him but I was stopped my him and he whispered in my ear,

A--"Go into our room and stay there, I will be there in a minute" I pushed away from him not looking at him again, I was kind of mad at him and I know that sounds selfish since he is in his office all day and night looking for Cameron or ways to get rid of him, but I only feel safe around him or somebody else in the house and they are all the time leaving me alone in the house, or leaving me out of the meeting when they are about me and I can't take it anymore... Damn I sound needy I thought while sitting Indian style on the bed slouched over playing with a string that was coming out of our comforter, and after a few minutes I heard the door opening when I looked up I saw Alec closing the door before turning around walking towards the bed while taking his shirt off, I know he was just going to take a nap before another meeting so I got up from the bed and started picking up the room a little so he can nap.

A--"What are you doing?" I didn't look back at him, but I didn't want to ignore him since I am in subspace and have been since I got the so-called gift from Cameron,

S--"Picking up around the room so you can take a good nap" I heard him sigh then I heard him say,

A--"Are you in subspace Skyler?" I nodded but then kept picking up all of the dirty clothes,

A--"Hermosa come here and lay down with me" I picked the last few dirty clothes up and put them in a clothes basket to do later on tonight since I haven't really been sleeping past 2-4 hours each night. After I was finally done, I went and laid down on my side of the bed on my side that was facing away from him so maybe I can gain back some control.

A--"I am not going to tell you twice, turn over to where you can see me talking to you" I did as told and switched sides. Once I turned over he stared at me for at least 10 minutes and I was starting to feel self-conscious. He finally said,

A--"You have been crying, and you haven't been sleeping?" I shook my head no,

A--"Words Hermosa"

S--"I have gotten sleep just not that much and I have no clue as to why I started crying earlier" my answer was straight to the point,