Everytime I remember that day a smile spread on my face. How beautiful that day was the day I decided to walk on the path which hasn't even brought me to my destination yet.
18th of June 2020
I was leading a normal life,a loving sister and lovable parents. What else do you want more than that?
Those ocean eyes
I am a good swimmer but I drowned on that day.
It was around 9 am when I woke up from bed. The weather was good, sky was clear.
I can't remember why I agreed to go to that new Dior shop opened recently to buy my sister a lipstick.
Maybe that was planned, fate .
The shop was new i could smell the newly furnished wood. The place was quiet except for a kid who was shouting loudly.
I ignored that kid, to be honest I don't like noisey kids. My inner self was getting irritated on him.
I went in and checked for the lipstick shades I took me a total of 1 hour to pick the shade for my picky sister.
I was on my way to exit that's where I saw those eyes. The eyes in which I drowned.
Those bluish hazel eyes of her , they resemble the ocean deep , quiet, satisfying and can be a tsunami of waves when provoked.
Anyone would think I'm writing a novel here. It is not novel ,these are my feelings for her.
Her beautiful pink lips twisted into a smile and suddenly she bursted in laughter.
Only god knows how beautiful her laugh was? It was like my whole world stopped right there.
I wanted to talk to her, but couldn't.
My legs stopped now they were not ready to go to exit. She was laughing and I was watching her like a dumbass statue.
Only if I had known earlier that in the end I'll end up heartbroken,alone.
Only if I can go back to that day and exited the shop.
Only if I wasn't drowned.
Only if I never had fallen in love with her
Only if I.........
She was a trouble,
Chaos really
But her smile
Her smile
Dared me to fall in love with her.
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Eric's Journal
Non-Fiction......... Words can hurt A journal about me and how I get my entire life ruined by someone.