🍌🐟 - eiji - ash -

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"You know I, I'm afraid I'll change,
So guess that's why I stay the same (...)
'Cause you remind me every day
I'm not enough, but I still stay."

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It was all blurry at first; I could not recall a single thing happening to me, other than I was still alive. My heart was thumping in my chest as if a grade-schooler prepared to die by a speeding truck on the street.
But then, my hand got held by someone, and my heart started to slow down a bit, their soothing words echoed in my head, the light was switched on beside them. I could've seen who it was, but my gaze was too blurry thanks to the tears I'd been holding in for quite some time, very difficult task for somebody waking up in the middle of the night, I must add.
When the voice reminded me of someone, I could finally pinpoint them in the room. On the bed, laying beside me again, looking worried all over for me. He couldn't just turn into a bubbling mess for my sake, even if we shared some terrifying memories together. It was always strange for me why Eiji stayed; I harmed him from day one by getting him kidnapped, severely tortured and in the end, barely grasping his dear life.
But his presence alone was always enough to let me finally get into a healing proccess whenever I had a glimpse in my recovery.

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