yet another heartbreak. i got too attached and felt too much. its always my fucking fault.
i cant focus on anything, shits been bothering me every time of the day. i live in hopes that he will text back and we will be happy, hoping that he doesnt leave forever. hes happy, hes focused on his future and i respect it, i actually do, but i just want him with me and thats it. i wanna keep talking, i want things to go back before i stupidly spilled it all out.
he didnt even like me that much, he just sugarcoated it to make me feel better. he knows so much of me and things i havent felt comfortable telling others. its funny how he is all i worry about. whereas i bet that he does not even give a crap.
everyone is busy, everyone has their life set, i dont. thats the difference. thats it.
i suck at everything, why am i such a fucking failure
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melancholy
Não ficção"It hurts and it hurts so bad that it burns so deep down" Sometimes life becomes so painful, you can't go on without falling apart melancholy- noun; a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. -A place for me to vent out everythi...
