Love among hate (Attack on Titan Male Reader)

goodbye to 4 years

                         (Y/n pov)

You night hadn't been peaceful at you kept waking up over and over again

Getting pissed off by your own mind you head down stairs, the sun hasn't even risen yet

Grabbing your ODM gear you begin setting it up on your body like one would do getting ready to fight the titans

Holding your swordless handles you begin slowly swinging them in the slashing techniques you'd been taught so long ago

The simple motion's felt so good like seeing a old friend you've really missed

(2y/n): should we be doing this?

Your eye sight flashed infront of you and suddenly a see through (2y/n) was sitting on the couch watching you

(Y/n): this is new

Your frowned as you stared at him he did not look good his body had aged to about 80

(Y/n): why are you so old?

(2y/n): I'm dying what little is left of me has already started to be absorbed into you

(Y/n): what is it how can I stop it

(2y/n): haha you really have changed back in the old days you'd never have cared if I vanished but no there isn't anything you can do

(Y/n): why

(2/n): because I'm only nostalgia now and seeing everyone and remembering the old days has started this

(Y/n): that isn't fair

(2y/n): life isn't fair (y/n) that's why I was born

(Y/n): I don't want to loose anyone

(2y/n): oh (y/n) you won't be loosing me ill always be right here

He pointed at his own head which also meant your head

(2y/n): no one is truly gone till you forget them, you'll finally be the person you were meant to become till I got in the way

(Y/n): promise me something

(2y/n): what is it

(Y/n): that you'll stay with me for as long as possible till the end

(2y/n): I promise, and hey if it turns out I have a soul ill wait for you on the other side with Ymir and the others

(Y/n): is it bad I want to die sometimes so I don't have to suffer anymore

(2y/n): it's hard to say, you've suffered alot most people would be dead by now but think of all the reasons you have to live

(Y/n): I want Elaine to live a long life and to make Annie's last few years as special as possible

(2y/n): then what are you doing here talking to a old man swinging old sword handles, go talk to Annie

Annie: (y/n) what are you doing

Your eye sight flashed again making (2y/n) vanish leaving you staring at Annie who had walked into the living room holding Elaine

(Y/n): Annie what are you doing awake

Annie: Elaine started crying and you weren't any where upstairs

(Y/n): sorry I guess I lost focus of my surroundings

Annie: why are you wearing that old gear

(Y/n): Annie there's something important I need to talk to you about