volume 2 out now: get philosophical with me
i don't update often but here's some things that may be in or out of context for your shitposting pleasures
completely unrelated to anything but somehow when i was taking the picture for the last part it reminded me of this very specific area of the minecraft tu 11 tutorial world (red circle)
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reminded me of that n the condoms are not the only thing that remind me of it idk what triggers that memory but i keep thinking about it
speaking of minecraft and memories
my friends and i had a realm for about 9 months and it was so much fun n shit it was perfect but i had to pause it back in september bc my mom quit her job and we now have a very limited source of income from my stepdad
it's for the best that we don't have it anymore bc we got busy with school and it would just be a waste of money if we weren't using it
but omg i miss spending entire days on the realm carving out this massive mine i had and overbreeding all my animals and having insane amounts of everything bc i would be playing for like 12 hours at a time every day
but now i don't have that option anymore and if i wanna play minecraft it has to be single player until i get the subscription going again
my class program has a student run discord and it's just the 17 of us or whoever's all in there and we've talked about starting a minecraft server and having movie night and among us n shit yk having fun
we haven't gotten around to any of that yet bc we've been busy with our schoolwork but i'm hoping that after we finish the program we still keep the server and we use it to keep in touch and vibe with each other
everyone is so chill n fun
there are only like 2 people i don't like and i don't like them bc 1 is a republican and gets awkward around me (he probably knows i'm trying to explode him with my mind) and the other is just kinda ??? i don't wanna say insecure bc that sounds really mean and also doesn't sound like the right word
but he is very adamant that his work is absolute shit and shouldn't even be considered for a passing grade and insists he's an idiot and is probably going to flunk the course
naturally it makes everyone uncomfortable bc how do you respond to that but he seems nice n shit it's just the negativity is. dreadful
idk he reminds me of my mom he's just got a sour attitude and i don't like him for that reason
today my classmate posted to her private instagram about how awful she feels being in the program n how her classmates treat her like shit n all that and the only reason she hasn't dropped out and still shows up to class is bc of her friends
and i got really scared that the classmates that treat her like shit included me so i was panicking like "fuck i liked the post before i read the caption fuck fuck fuck is this about me ???? this is so awkward" bc i know i can sound like an asshat quite often
and then i looked at the post itself again and realized i'm literally on the first slide it's a video with a funky lil snapchat filter like chef hats or something
not only that but she posted 2 pictures i took of her last quarter
n then the rest of the post was her smiling with people n very clearly having fun with these specific people
like why would she post these people (including me) and then vent about how terribly she feels about her classmates but only keeps going bc of her friends if she knows i can see the post
she followed me on her private first, i'm on her close friends story, she included me in her post of people she seems happy around; it wouldn't make sense if the part about classmates making school awful for her was about me
so that's my reassurance and all is well i'm sure
i was tempted to comment something along the lines of "you better not fucking drop out what the hell am i going to tell my twitter followers about apple juice girl if she isn't there with her daily gallon of apple juice"
she is literally one of the best parts of my day and if she tries to drop i'm going to fight her
she came really close last quarter during registration when she wasn't in class to do the group registration for the next quarter and i was like "bro what the Fuck" because that had been weeks prior so i gave her the course numbers to register for and all SHOULD have been well
but she had some unexplainable technical difficulties on her end and i was like "i swear to fuckkng god i'm gonna kill you" (big red flag ik but i was panicking) but she ended up being able to register and all was indeed well and i got another quarter with apple juice girl
anyway yeah tldr i wanna play minecraft but i don't have time lol
