𝙃𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙀𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜

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If I said I didn't miss you, I'd be lying

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If I said I didn't miss you, I'd be lying...
I miss you every second of every day.
Your beautiful eyes, your smile, and your touch.

I miss you.

When we ride our motorcycles, I miss your grip around my waist...
I miss the pleasant scent of your perfume on my nose...
I miss hearing your lovely voice...

Haneul,

Is it bad that I'm slowly forgetting what your voice sounds like?

Is it bad that I'm also slowly forgetting what your smile looks like?

I'm forcing and trying my best to always remember you, but I can't lie about the fact that you're disappearing in my mind.

The videos we have together are not enough...

I've been watching the same video over and again, and the memory of your lips touching mine is fading as well.

How are things doing in paradise now, love?

Everyone there must adore you because you are such a kind and warm person. I'm envious...

But I'm here to inform you that I'm doing fine.
It's been nearly three years since you left...

I'm getting older, and your age remains constant.

A lot of things happened, and there were many ups and downs...

There have been occasions when I felt like giving up, but someone is preventing me from doing stupid things.

I had a dream about you, love.

In my dreams, you were smiling sweetly at me while I was on my knees sobbing. You approached me and caressed my head, assuring me that everything is alright.

I still remember how your smile comforts me, it's healing.

You thought me a lot, I owe you for that.

I wish you were still here...

But it's okay. You're my favorite gift I've ever had in life.

And here I am, writing in your diary hoping you'll read this. I love you, Park Haneul...

I'm continuing my life as happily as I could.
It's for you...

I'm living my life for you.

I wish you were he—

"Mr. Park, are you listening?"

He raises his attention to the many eyes fixed on him, seeking an answer from the newly elevated head manager.

Jay mentally smacks himself for not paying attention during this crucial meeting before nodding slowly. "Yes, go ahead and continue," he says dryly, drawing stares from his colleagues.

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