Hard to beleive

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It's hard to believe I'll ever recover
It's hard to believe after failing myself everyday I'll be able to succeed
To believe I can beat my mental state
To believe I can beat it before I'm diagnosed
With bpd or ptsd or anxiety or panic disorder
I never believed it
But you do
You believe I'm far more capable then letting it win
You believe I'll defeat it instead of letting it in
You think I'm stronger then I said I've been
I can't let you down
I can't disappoint you
Because no ones ever really hoped in me
The way you do
You've made it easier
For me to try my best
To heal my heart and all the rest
~H1

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