in too deep

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I'm in a dark place
I dont recognize myself
And it's not my face
Nawh my body
Or my hair
It's more my personality
How much I care
I'm sad all the time
I used to be hyper
I used to smile
My face were were brighter
I'm In too deep
Too deep I'm in
I've not been eating I'm getting thin
I've been dizzy and lost most hope
It's hard to stand still let alone cope
My organs hurt they clench inside
I focus on me and tend to hide
Theres no way out I guess I'm right
I've fought too long to try and fight
I'm too deep in depression
I'm not getting out
Theres not an antidote nawh a better route
I'll wait till it kills me
So I wont have to
I've tried so hard
Too make it through
~H1

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