Hidebound

Chapter Six

"I'll call Harley later, I'm going to have a shower" he says as he leaves me sat on the kitchen counter, walking in the direction of our bedroom, his boots stomping the entire way.

*

The doorbell sounds throughout the apartment just as we had sat down to eat. We all turn to look in the direction of the door before back at each other.

"Are we expecting anyone?" Hex asks both mum and I, to which we both shake our heads, no. "Fucking Charlie" Hex mumbles under his breath before getting up and going to the front door. I shovel another mouthful of food into my mouth.

"Poppy, wait for Hex" mum scolds me as she places her fork and knife down.

"Don't worry about it mum, he'd want you to keep eating" I reassure her and urge her to continue as she hesitantly picks up her fork again.

I can hear the greeting that Hex and Charlie share at the door before it closes again and Charlie rounds the corner, briefcase and all.

"Good evening Ms. Hart and Mrs. Hart" Charlie greets mum and I. I cringe when he addresses mum and watch from the corner of my eye as she winces but she covers it up quickly and I don't think Charlie noticed.

"Hi Charlie" I reply as I stand. I grab Hex's meal and take it into the kitchen to place in the microwave so that it stays warm while Charlie tests him. "Are you hungry Charlie? We've got extra" I ask as I reenter the connected dining and lounge room again.

"No thank you Ms. Hart, I'm going out to dinner later tonight" he explains.

"You can call me Poppy" I say but he ignores it as he places his briefcase down and opens it up while Hex takes a seat on the couch in front of him. "Dinner?" I question. It's very rare that Charlie opens up in front of us, or anyone to that extent.

I watch as the slightest bit of blush rises onto Charlie cheeks and I do my best to suppress my smile as I take a seat back at the table and continue eating.

"You got a lady, Charlie?" Hex teases him as he waits for Charlie to test him. A scowl takes over Charlie's face at the question.

"I've been with my wife for a number of years Mr. Rose, now go do this" Charlie gives Hex a small cup to pee into. I see the slight shock on Hex's face as he stands up and walks past us in the direction of the bathroom. He makes eye contact with me and I can see the 'what the fuck?' look in his eyes. We had no idea that Charlie had a wife.

We leave the conversation at that as it was obvious that Charlie was becoming irritated. Hex passes the mobile drug and alcohol test kits as expected while Charlie takes the cup of pee back to the lab to be tested. He leaves shortly after, sort of in a hurry and I wonder if he was late to meet his wife.

*

I wake to an empty bed in the middle of the night. I roll over to look at the bathroom door but there's no light illuminating from underneath so I know Hex isn't inside.

I can hear muted talking as I sit up in bed and I figure he's on the phone. Hex tends to pace outside the front door when he's on the phone, especially when he's upset.

Moments later I hear the front door open and close before its locked and Hex can be heard walking down the hallway. I slide down and lie on my side as I face the door, waiting for him to appear. He finally appears wearing only track pants and no shirt. He must be freezing.

He closes our bedroom door behind him and comes to lie beside me, facing me but not touching me.

"What were you doing?" I whisper, my voice cracking from sleep. He's silent for a moment as I feel his eyes tracing my features in the dark.

"Couldn't sleep" his voice is deep and husky showing that he had at one point been asleep but I also hear the undertone of anger in his tone. "I called Harley" he continues.

I swallow the lump in my throat, I had completely forgotten that he had promised to call Harley but I definitely didn't think he'd call her in the middle of the night. I can only hope she was still awake or woke to her ringing phone in a decent mood.

"What'd she say?" I ask, almost hesitantly. I don't know whether we should wait until the morning to have this conversation or if he wants to get it off his chest now but I offer the conversation starter to him anyway.

He rolls on to his back, looking at the ceiling while I'm looking at his side profile. He had kept the stubble that he had grown while in Hellbound and I'm very much a fan of it. The frown between his brows though, not so much.

His hands rub over his face in frustration.

"Hex?" I say, almost so quietly I don't think he heard me.

"She said mum forgot who we are" he says. I sit in silence and confusion. Hex had known that she forgets people and it had been happening for a long time.

"We already knew th-" he cuts me off.

"No" he grunts forcefully and I can feel his anger raising the temperature in the room "she forgot she ever had children, Poppy" I don't have the chance to say anything else as Hex rips the blankets off him and stands up abruptly. He walks to the bathroom and flips the light on as he leans over the sink, his muscled back ripples and his hands clench the basin tightly.

I say nothing as I sit up slightly and lean on my elbow, my eyes squinting at the bright light.

My mouth opens and closes multiple times, trying to find the words to comfort him but nothing comes to mind. I have to rub the skin over the top of my heart as it starts to ache seeing him in such a state.

"Fuck, baby!" Hex unexpectedly punches the basin. The noise is muted from the tough marble so I doubt it woke mum. I watch as he turns his back to the mirror and places both of his hands behind his head, his biceps moving every time he clenches his fists open and close.

The part that gets to me though is the crack in his voice as he spoke. The crack that proves his eyes hold tears while he tries his best at hiding them from me.

It makes my own eyes water and a lump grow in my throat.

"Come here" I say quietly, his back now facing me as he continues holding his hands to the back of his head. "Please" I plead as my own voice cracks.

Hex drops his hands and turns his face up towards the ceiling, trying to stop the tears from falling. He turns the bathroom light off and comes back to bed, my eyes not being able to see him or his face due to the change in lighting so suddenly.

I feel the bed dip as he sits and then he rolls on top of me, his body lying between my legs and his head burying into my neck as his arms encase me. I feel a tear connect with the skin of my neck as I press a kiss to the side of his head.