stretch marks.. insecure ⚠️❤️ F.P

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background information = you are y/n an actress for marvel, your at the worlds premiere for marvel endgame (nat doesn't die)
you are florence's girlfriend, scarlett and elizabeth are your best friends.
florence is your plus one to endgame world premiere
warnings - insecure, ED, scars
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you are currently stood analysing yourself in the bathroom mirror. your stylist is banging on the door.

your pov
i run my hands over the stretch marks that cover my hips , arms and boobs. i hate them so much, on anyone else i love them, i think it's a natural thing but when they're on me i hate them, nothing i do works i've tried cream, oils, treatments, medication. nothing works. Tears stream down my face. i just get so sick of looking at the same horrid person in the mirror it all gets too much

your ugly
look at those marks
your disgusting
your meaningless
how does Florence love you when your so ugly
Florence is using you.
your not worth her time

all of these horrible thought floated around in my head daily, some days worse than others.
thats it i'm done.
the anger bubbles and bubbles until i explode letting out a frustrated scream, i ball my sweaty fist and punch square into the centre of the mirror, shattering the mirror blood flying everywhere from my hand. setting pain flowing up your arm.

in all of this you had failed to hear the worried cries of your girlfriend outside of the door. After she heard the shattering of the mirror she kicked down the door, and stood there shocked at the sight of you crying with blood and glass everywhere.
Florence "y/n baby, what happened"
you can't answer her and choke on a sob
Florence "shh baby i've got you"
she pulls you in, she sits on the bathroom with you in her lap, she lays your head on her chest and you just cry
Florence "hey Abbie, could you get me a first aid kit please?"
(Abbie if your stylist)
Abbie "of course, the even starts in a hour, so we need to be quick."
Florence "my girlfriend is crying in the floor of our bathroom. i don't care about an event." Florence is very frustrated that your team isn't taking care of your well-being.
Abbie gives Florence the first aid kit.
Florence carefully wipes the blood off your hand and wraps your knuckles in skin coloured bandage
Florence "baby what happened."
she asked knowing you had settled
y/n "i just couldn't look at myself anymore. i'm so ugly. Flossie you deserve so much better. i mean look at me and all these disgusting stretch marks."
Florence "y/n darling, these are normal and healthy, especially after what you have been through. you recovered from Anorexia, your going to get stretch marks they are battle marks to prove you came out of the other side, you fought the battle instead of giving up. i love your stretch makes it reminds me that you healthy again, and that i'm not going to loose you."
y/n "i just hate them."
Florence "stand up.. trust me."
you stand up and closes the door remembering you are naked.
she stands in front of your body, she places careful and sweet kisses on every stretch mark on your hips
Florence "may i?"
y/n "yes. of course"
she then places careful kisses on the stretch marks on your boobs and the ones on your upper arms
Florence "are they sore?"
knowing that stretch marks can get a little irritated and sore
y/n "a little."
Florence takes some oil and carefully massages it into your body, she then tells your stylist to leave as she's going to help you get ready.
Florence "alright baby are you feeling better?"
y/n "a little"
Florence "our group chat with the girls has been going crazy"

Marvel Girlies

SJ : hellloo Florence y/n where are you!
EO : okay you may two are officially worrying me!
HS : FLORENCE NOT COOL! answer the phone!
SJ : y/n please answer. i'm really worried
EO : y/n if you don't answer in the next 5 minutes i'm coming to your door
HS : okay flo this isn't funny. please answer
SJ : wait they both aren't answering they could be having special adult time.
EO : ew i don't want to think about that
HS : scar really, gross
FP: okay guys chill. we weren't fucking, i'm just helping y/n get ready
YJ: okay you guys act as if your innocent virgins or something. which i know your not, chill out.
(YJ is you y/n Jones)

y/n "jeez there intense"
flo "they love us and are worried, and they should be after what i've seen tonight. how about once we are finished, we make a quick hospital trip then have a movie night with the girls?"
y/n "sure. alright you do my hair i'll sort my makeup PRONTO!"
Florence giggles
y/n "don't start being cute now. i need to get ready"
florence "alright chill."

Time Skip

you have finshed your hair and makeup and are now trying to choose a dress

you have finshed your hair and makeup and are now trying to choose a dress

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you let out a shakey breathe you sit on your bed feeling very unsure of the outfit and extremely insecure

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you let out a shakey breathe
you sit on your bed feeling very unsure of the outfit and extremely insecure.
you body is shaking.
Florence "darling you look wonderful, please stop doubting yourself please."
y/n " i can't help it i really hate them."
Florence "i have some cover up foundation, that we can use to cover them. BUT i'm only offering because i know having the media all over something your insecure about isn't going to help okay. but as soon as you get home your taking it off okay?"
y/n "thank you bubba"
she sits and helps you cover the visible stretch marks and you head out the door, to the premier and to get very drunk with you gf.


part two?

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