Well, Stefan and I broke up, because Elena and Stefan usually break up, and if we didn't break up, the plot might be freaking Karma, and get back at us, possibly make us hate each other.
I didn't want that, so we decided that breaking up was the best option. But we still love each other. Thing is, we're still sorta together, but not together at the same time. If that makes sense?
I do feel something for Damon, a best friend, but better. Like a mega best friend kinda thing, yes, I do want to kiss him sometimes, but that's just the plot controlling me. I told Stefan that I don't know how powerful the plot could be, because I have feelings for Damon. I know for a fact that I don't. But I'm confused.
Thing is, Stefan and I feel like this. So we have feelings for each other, but I do like Damon, and I guess Stefan at the same time, but since my feelings for Damon are just the plot, it doesn't really count as cheating. I know what every single kiss, and every single sex or whatever is gonna be fake, and I wont be the one controlling myself. Stefan understands that, as long as we still love each other, we're both ok with it. (Idfk what I'm doing. I just hope that this works out and doesn't seem slutty at all :()
(Ok, this is an update, because I wrote my authors note before this chapter was published, but for more information to see how I continued writing this after the speech "....you" go to the next chapter)
I was now visiting Caroline, she had just got off of the phone call with her and Stefan. Probably knows about our breakup.
I looked at him and fake smiled.
"Look, I'm your best friend. And I would never pick sides, but are you sure that this is what you want? Because Stefan is your soul mate...sorry, picking sides" said Caroline
"I don't want it. I don't. At all, but I have feelings for Damon, they aren't real feelings, but I can't help it, fighting it only makes it worse. Stefan and I made a deal, we still are in love, and yes, I do have feelings for Damon....but.....ah this is so hard to explain!" I said
"No, it's fine. I get it. But Stefan's heartbroken" said Caroline
"I know. I am too. But a part of me likes it, which I fucking hate!" I said
"Ok, yes. I get it. Sorry" said Caroline
"You don't need to apologize. It's my fault" I said
"Excuse me. I'm a little lost. I'm her to interview contestants" said Shane, coming in
"Shane. So you're what's been keeping Bonnie busy" I said
"Uh, yeah, I guess. Could you guys help me out with the place?" asked Shane
I told him where to go as he asked me, so he got lost. Finally.
"He's the one who brought up the hunters curse, and the cure" I said
"He's also the one who--" started Caroline
"Made Bonnie go back to practicing magic, yeah" I said
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"Blue" Caroline and I both said, we were helping April pick out a dress
"Really? The blue seems a little safe" said April
"Safe's good when it comes to judges, besides, you'd look gorgeous" I said
"She's right. Gracie Lockwood had a 3 foot slit her hear and practically got laughed off the floor" said Caroline, as we both laughed
"She got my vote" said Damon, coming in
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किशोर उपन्यासY/n l/n has been binge watching TVD for a whole month now. And she had finally finished it. What happens when she starts daydreaming about what happens in the originals, but wakes up the next day in TVD all over? Will she be with her crush, Stefan? ...
