Stuck In TVD (Stefan Salvatore/Damon Salvatore X Reader)

We All Go A Little Mad Sometimes

I couldn't sleep so well at night, so I went downstairs to get a drink. I then heard a sound. It was nothing, so I went back to the microwave. 

"It's quite amusing how you don't feel awful that you killed me" said Connor

"I don't. Because you deserved it" I said

"And now, I'll be here to haunt you" said Connor

"Ok. Cool. I could use some company. Even if you're a ghost. YO JER! COME DOWN, YOU NEEDA SEE THIS, AHAHAH" I said

"Hm. Can a ghost do this?" asked Connor, as he attacked me, but I pushed him off. Then he came back at me, so I shoved a knife into his throat. But then I blinked to see it was Jeremy who I stabbed. 

"No...Jeremy...NO!" I screamed, as he fell to the floor, I cried as I realized he had his ring on, which calmed me down a little bit. 

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"I can't believe that stupid rat tricked me into doing this" I said "What am I gonna say to him now?"

"Thanks for not ditching the family ring after it drove Ric crazy?" asked Damon, yes, I called him over

I looked at him in a really?  way. 

"You should have called Stefan" said Damon 

"No. He's been distanced. And you've been by my side again, so you know what's going on. You were in the open. And I mean, he compelled Jeremy to forget, I don't even know, I forgot" I said

"In all fairness, I mean, I think you killing him kind of trumps that. I mean, you should have called Stefan" said Damon

"He's been doing stuff behind our backs. I wanna give him some space" I said

Then someone got into the house "Hey" it was Stefan 

"P.S. I called Stefan" said Damon

"What happened? Why didn't you call me?" asked Stefan

"This happened" I said, as I blew a little air onto Stefan, showing him a memory of what happened. "I'll be in the shower, cleaning the blood off my hands" 

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I was upstairs, getting reddie for a shower.

"Y/n. Hey, listen, I know you're still upset about yesterday, and I get it, believe me. But just..let me help you" said Stefan

"I don't need your help right now. How about you go? Finish your job with Klaus" I said

"So you'll except Damon's help? Just because I worked with Klaus?" asked Stefan

"No. But the plot goes that way. And I don't know if I am powerful enough to change it" I said

"Y/n--" started Stefan, grabbing my wrist

"Don't. I just stabbed my brother last night. Because that little hunter ghost was haunting me. Now this blood on my hands is his. I feel like I'm Kai Parker, who tried to kill his family. So excuse me if I can't talk to you because I feel bad as hell not paying attention to reality and accidentally stabbing my brother in the damn neck" I said, as I went into the shower. 

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I was in the shower. Just enjoying the water and getting the blood off of my hands. When the whole water turned into blood. I gasped getting out, and shutting the water with my powers before grabbing a towel and drying off.