Our Own Summer.

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Chapter 1, Is this true?

~ Kyle's POV ~

I was sitting around in my house, with the noises of my TV playing in the background. I sat on my phone, scrolling through tiktok. I sigh,"there is absolutely nothing to do.." I mumbled to myself before I roll over and grab my ps4's controller. I got up off my bed and sat down on my chair, looking for something to play. But then, I heard my phone going off. I rush to answer it, flipping it over I saw his name.
"nate❤️. is calling."
I fumble with my shirt, debating wether I should answer or not. I eventually pick up my phone and hit the answer button.
"Kyle," Nathan stammered, walking around his room.
"What's good bro," I managed to get out.
My face began getting warm, I could feel my cheeks flush with crimson red. I don't like him, no. I couldn't. His has a girlfriend.
"Listen Ky, Me, Dalton, Aleigha, and Ken were planning to go to town and hang out. I was thinking about inviting you since, well; you're in our friend group," Nathan stammered along,"Soo.. Do you want to come?"
"Uh.." I pondered. I knew I'd have to ask my parents before I did anything.
"Sure, but let me go ask my mom."
"Uh.. Okay, hurry Ky, I will come get you."
I overheard Nathan say as I rushed out my door, heart pounding. I walk into the living room to my mother, she was watching TV; as usual. It was a shame I still lived with my parents, I had a job but, couldn't afford anything.
"Hey mom?" I said.
"What?" My mother turned to look at me, turning down the TV.
"My friend, Nathan, he invited me to come hang out with him, Dalton, Aleigha, and Ken."
I nervously spoke, hoping she would say yes.
"Dalton? Where at?" My mom looked at me with stern eyes. I struggled to form words, my mind was racing.
"Uhm, just, out in town I guess. He is gonna come get me.." I nervously got out, proud of myself for not stuttering.
"Yes, but make sure to text me. Is there gonna be other girls?"
"Well, duh..I just mentioned Aleigha and Kennedy." My heart raced. I was so glad she said yes.
"Okay, just text me when your out, call me before you get home." My mother said before turning back to the TV.
"I will."
I hurried back to my room, opening my door and shutting it back; when I heard Nathan speak.
"Kyleeeee!!" Nathan yelled.
His voice gave me butterflies. I would never tell him how I felt, knowing how awkward it could make our friendship. What if he didn't feel the same? What if he told his girlfriend and she would forever hate me? Why do I feel anger. I am mad for nothing? Jealousy maybe ?
"KY WHAT THE FUCK IS YOU DOING BRO?" Nathan raised his voice. I realized I was zoning out. I was lost in my own thoughts.
"Yeah- Sorry! I asked my mom and she said yes as long as someone comes to get me. I can't afford to get there .." I said, my tone low, I tried to stay calm. I think he could tell there was something up.
"Alright bro, let me tell Dalton and we'll be up there soon." Nathan said before hanging up the phone. I watched as my screen paused and he went away. I let out a big sigh, as if it was a sigh of relief? Worry? I'm not sure.

The more I thought I realized I was going to see him soon. My crush. I have loved him since the first time we dated. 6th grade, maybe it was just a kiddy crush but, I don't know. I wish every day I could be with him. I date so many people just to get over it, but my feelings never leave. Never. I hate it so much. I couldn't stand it. It overwhelms me so much.

"Kyle!" My mom yells.

Has she been yelling my name this entire time? Oh my god. That is so embarrassing. I always get so caught up in myself, it's so annoying.

"Yes mother ?"

fuck. fuck. fuck.

"Dalton called me, they're on their way. Get ready." My mom said. Voice stern.

"Alright .." I looked around for a change of clothes. I eventually grabbed a pair of Hollister Sweats, whiteish-gray, gradient with a grayish-blue. I slipped on a hoodie to match, with the same colors as the others.
I grabbed my phone charger alone with my earphones. I looked around my room, making sure I don't forget anything. Before I slip on my shoes, I look down at my phone.

"Nathan<3 is typing..."
"Nathan<3 sent a chat"
"From Nathan<3"

I opened my phone, clicking on my snapchat. My breathe shaky, I opened his messages.

"KYYYY WE ALMOST THERE!"
"KYLEEEEE"

Then, there was a photo. I looked down at my hands, shaking. I opened the photo.

...

It was him in the school's bathroom .. Why was he at the school?

"Nathan<3 is typing..."
"Nathan<3 sent a chat"

Oh lord, why is he texting me again?

"Does this look good enough to post on insta?"
"Yeah! You look good bro :)"
"Thanks Ky:)"

I shut off my phone as I laid on the floor. I held it close to my chest, my breathing steady. I couldn't help but smile. He always made me feel this way, the butterflies. Nervous feelings. I loved him. I loved being around him. He was just, so.. Perfect. His dirty blonde hair... His emerald eyes... His broad shoulders... Perfect jawline... His chubby face... His body... Arms... Legs... His-

"Nathan<3 is typing..."
"Nathan<3 sent a chat"
"From Nathan<3"
"From Nathan<3"

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard my phone go off with several snapchat notifications from Nathan. I opened my phone and tapped on his name.

Fuck, They're here.

//A/N\\
988 words! Surprising.
This is my first time actually publishing a story. I hope you enjoy it! My writing is the best, I have a peculiar way of story telling. Anyways, chap.2 soon!!