"You be careful out there okay?" Natasha says pulling me into a hug which Yelena joins "you guys too, I don't know how long you'll be gone for but I hope to see you guys here soon, be safe out there" I say And they nod, I give them a smile and walk inside the quinjet where Steve sat on the pilots chair waiting for me. I sit down in the co pilots chair with a smile as we take off
The flight is silent, we are both clearly worried and anxious about this mission, are we even going to find him there?
The quinjet lands and I remain in my seat, Steve spins the seat around, which i wasn't aware was even possible but obviously Mr Stark loves to add little surprised to everything he owns, he kneels in front of me and grabs both my hands "are you prepared for this?" He asks and I shrug "Venom and I will be with you through all of this, you can let Venom take over and just wait for us to find him" Steve says but I shake my head "im prepared, I have thought about every single possibility of being here. I know that he might not even be here" i say and Steve nods "then we have to go, it won't be long until they realise that we're here" Steve says standing up, he doesn't let go of my hand until we are standing outside the base. We walk in silently, I have both my daggers in my hands. The place is way too quiet
"Venom you hear anything?" I whisper knowing his hearing is better than mine "no" Venom replies, we continue to walk around. Even found the underground lair they had and yet we found absolutely nothing and nobody, I flip over a table sending it flying into a wall and smashing into pieces "he's not here" I say annoyed "he's not fucking here" I yell breaking everything in sight, my heart beating so hard inside my body that I can practically hear it "it's okay" Steve says walking towards me "none of this is okay Steve" I yell "yes I know it's not but what do you want me to say huh? You want me to tell you to give up and run away with me Angelina? I can't do that because I want to find my best friend just as much as you do" Steve yells back taking me by surprise, I wasn't expecting an outburst from him ever really he's always been so conserved
"There's no point being here" I say walking away looking at the floor, my attention is caught by a small dagger on the floor "oh my god" Venom says "is that?" He begin to say "it's the dagger I took off him" I say kneeling down and picking it up "you mean the one he chased you around the compound for?" Steve asks and I nod, I put my own daggers back on their thigh holders and scan Bucky's dagger "he scratched our initials onto it" I say "he did?" Steve asks "Cheesy right?" I joke "he said it was just in case we need to send a message to each other, if Hydra ever found us" I whisper "it isn't the winter soldier in there anymore Steve, it's Bucky" I say "and I have no idea how to get to him" I whisper "let's go home" Steve says and I nod, the ride back home was completely silent
"Oh good you're home" Wanda says grabbing onto my arm while Peter grabs onto the other "what is up with you two?" I ask annoyed "did you know I wasn't going to find him?" I ask "actually we were hoping you would" Peter replies, I raise an eyebrow "you thought wouldn't remember but we did" Wanda replies and I let out a sigh "I'm not in the mood" I say "it's your birthday" Peter says "yes and my boyfriend has been kidnapped" I say "listen, Angel. We're going to help him, Peter and I are in your team and we will help you on this. But you can't stop the rest over your life like this, you were in captivity for 15 years of it" Wanda says "I just miss him" I add "We know, which is why we're going to get you nice and drunk" Peter says with a little smile, I let out a small laugh as we enter my room. Wanda hands me a black long dress and pushes me into the bathroom with a smile before shutting the door "I think this is a bad idea" I say "I think it's a great idea" Venom replies "how can I be partying?" I ask "last year on your birthday, the only person who knew was Bucky. You didn't even get to enjoy it" Venom says "I'm sure he would be happy to know you're not giving up the rest of your life for him" Venom says, I let out a sigh but nod
I get ready and follow Peter and Wanda to the party room where the rest of the avengers, except for my sisters, sat around clearly just waiting for me to arrive "happy birthday" they all say in unison, Steve steps forward and pulls me into a hug "you thought I would forget?" He asks "I hoped everyone would" I whisper, Steve pulls away staring into my eyes "things may be hard right now, but it doesn't mean you should stop your whole life" Steve whispers, he leans down and kisses the top of my head "Bucky wouldn't have wanted you to be upset on your birthday" Steve says and I nod "thanks for all of this everyone" I say as Steve and I turn back to the rest of the guys, they all smile happily at me "so drinks?" Mr Stark asks while handing me a cup, I give him a nod as I take the cup from him and down it in one go
Hours go by of laughing and drinking until the avengers, one by one, head off to bed until Steve and I are alone in the party room "had a good time?" Steve asks, I look over at him with slightly blurry vision. My heart is races because of the way he's looking down at me "please don't look at me that way" I say clearing my throat "what way?" Steve asks "In that way, with your innocent eyes pretending like your blood isn't rushing through your body as I get closer to you" I reply "I can't help what I feel for you Angelina" Steve replies "but Bucky is my best friend, I just want to get him back. I want him to be happy with you" Steve says and I groan "why do you have to be so freaking good?" I raise my voice while attempting to get down from the stool "you're drunk, be quiet" Venom warns, I roll my eyes as Steve attempts to help me "no don't" I groan while pushing him away "what is the matter with you?" Steve asks clearly offended "I thought we were at least friends" Steve adds "I can't be friends with you" I say "why?" Steve pushes
"I can't help but feel my heart wanting to beat out of my chest every time you're close to me. I can't help find those beautiful blue eyes comforting when I'm going through some shit, and that innocent smile you have like nothing in this world could ever stain that pure soul. God I hate myself" I yell "don't say that" Steve says shaking him head
"I hate myself for falling in love with you too" I yell
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Broken // The Avengers
FanfictionAfter being kidnapped and experimented on for 15 years, Angelina Romanoff is sent to a psychiatric facility where she is finally found by her sister.
