Message
Yeuno The Sleepyhead
Sun, Feb 14 | 6:56 pm
Thanks for accompanying me.
Funny how my mom just stared
at me when I got home.
Thanks for that too.
You know?
I just saw that you'll send
me home before nightfall
but I know you said something
to her.
And I know you know I'm not
fine, I'm not even trying to mask
my feelings away because this has
been my default feeling ever since.
I was so used to this that when you
came, everything just became foggy.
I associated fondness to inanimate
objects that I didn't know how to
handle what we have.
I'm even having second thoughts
sending everything right now but
in the back of my mind there's this
reminder of you typing "Are you
going to send that?" And so I will.
Lmao
Should I be thankful
I'm an overthinker?
Hahaha
Tss.
I thought about it, you
know.
Removing myself from
your life.
I didn't want to let you
get hurt by my family too.
That was the least thing I
wanted.
But you handled her
well, per se.
Better than what I even
did.
I didn't handle her,
Iraena. I just let her
see the bigger picture.
She has it all along.
And please don't.
I don't want my
coffees to dull again.
I'm very much fond of you
to quickly remove that
thought afterwards.
You don't need to worry
about that anymore.
You made me optimistic
despite these things happening.
I'm optimistic only when it's
you.
By the way, I placed the boquet
of paper roses beside me, how
long did you make this?
After we confessed, I guess?
You're not sure?
Because I've been doing
it for ages, but I just found
myself thinking of you when
I make it now.
It was my father who
thought me to make paper
roses.
He said it would last longer
than real ones. And whenever
I feel distressed, I try and
recuperate with making
paper roses.
But now, I think about you
and everything's fine.
10:16 pm
Iraena?
I can't believe I'm still
wearing this stupid smile.
I've been deprived that
bad, huh?
Haha
You have me now. Let's
fulfill your deprivations.
Meet me tomorrow at
lunch, I have something
to give you.
I just made my choice right now.
