THE LOVE BETWEEN US // WANGXIAN (on-hold for now)

I NEED HELP

THIS IS SERIOUSLY NOT AN UPDATE

THIS JUST HAPPENED A DAY AGO , JUST RIGHT ON MY BIRTHDAY AND I AM TRAUMATISED OVER IT . 

i had a good day yesterday , i spent my time talking , reading , being active and responding to most of my things . i- nutshell enjoyed the day until it was 9 in the morning when i heard that one of my neighbor's grandma who stayed with them died . the reason - i really dont know .

i was not allowed to step out the entire day due to the death , until the rituals ended . but my strict parents did not let me go even after that event . and i had to obey them both .  

the day was fine as usual until the night came , 

i went to sleep , while my sister who used to sleep next to me [sharing bed] was walking outside . i just lied down in the bed and was staring at the ceiling . i think maybe it might have been half an hour later i closed my eyes and drifted to sleep - something which takes me a long time to do 

then i heard  a humming sound of a lady of 40? or more than 40 , right in my bed room . i woke up at that moment and looked around and saw no one - really . at a corner i saw all the lights off below the door which meant my parents went to sleep . 

i was totally unable to move and started sweating right at night , which never happened till now . and then the humming sound increased , i was becoming scared moment by moment . the humming really sounded like a singing , i have never heard such a sound , but rather it sounded really calming and that was the scariest thing . 

i ended up curling myself and hugged my legs while hearing to it . at a certain point i was unable to do anything and i opened youtube all of the sudden and i played the top most music which popped up and it was 'in the middle of the night' and i put it in loud volume and waited .

the moment the song started playing , there were no humming voice . i finally found courage and pulled off my blanket and saw that there was no one except me in the room . when the music ended , i pulled on my blanket and lied on my stomach and closed my eyes again . 

what i noticed was that the direction of the voice was not from the door nor from the window which can convince a little that something is being played outside , but from the corner of the room where book shelf and a study table with a rotating chair is there . 

before i could sleep fully , the same humming sound came up again . but the sound was rather in a loud tone . i had to close both of my ears . the sound this time was really sounded angry . i closed both of my ears and closed my eyes firmly .

until who knows how long , my sister opened the door . i released the hands and looked at her . "hey , did you hear any sound-" i was cut off by my sister "just sleep !" she shouted at me and went to sleep . 

the strange thing was that , once my sister came inside , there was no humming nor any sound in the room . when i shifted uncomfortably and checked for the time - it was 12 in the midnight . 

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this was not just yesterday , whenever i am sleeping alone in my bed , while my sister is using another room , many times while i pull my blanket on and just close my eyes for more than half an hour [[not sleeping] , there are times i felt my blanket being pulled away to my left side . or some hand touching my leg [mostly my right leg] over my blanket . or sometimes my hair which is the only thing outside after pulling my blanket on [ yes i cover my face and sleep like a cocoon] . sometimes i can feel that some hair strands of mine outside of my braid especially the smaller ones which reach upto my shoulders when released outside .