Isabelle's Poetry Journal (a continuation of Homesick Angel)

When you held me

I never sit still, not for long

I always have to be moving or I feel uncomfortable

But when you held me, I was still

When you wrapped your arms around me, I melted into you

When you kissed my head at night and said go to sleep, I never moved.

When you'd hold me during my nightmares, I stopped shaking

When you said you loved me, I smiled.

When you held me, everything was okay.

And now that you can't hold me anymore, I move constantly.

Now that your not there at night, keeping me warm

I lost it.

No one can hold me now, because I don't want to be held.

I miss you so damn much.

My love, my love.

If you can see me now I'm not the same
I have changed.

I love you, and your tombstone won't ever be enough for me.

Without you here by my side,

It's too dark at night..