forbidden ↠ jaeyong

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c h a p t e r  n i n e t e e n

jaehyun pulled over the car in front of his house, and the older man immediately got his things up before leaving the car.

when the older disappeared from his sight, he started to cry, his tears falling nonstop to his cheeks. his chest getting tight that makes him hard to breathe.

"love... i'm sorry..." he whispered, voice cracking, still crying nonstop.

taeyong gently opened the door, hoping it wouldn't wake the kid's up. ten messaged him earlier that the kid was already asleep, since taeyong was on his way home, ten left the house and locked it since he had an important meeting.

the older man put his baggage down at the corner of the room, he felt like he was going to break down anytime that's why he decided to go inside the bathroom.

he sat at the corner, hugging his knees while covering his mouth to stop making some noise while crying. taeyong really can't help not crying, it really hurts.

it feels like he was broken into pieces.

"dada?"

"i know you are there, dada. can i come? jaeyu will hug you, dada."

"dada? stop crying, please. i'm also going to cry."

taeyong heard the door click that made him wipe his tears away, the kid hid against the wall and secretly looked at him, which made him chuckle.

"i thought i didn't wake you up," taeyong was now out of voice.

the kid pouted, he was worried why his dada's voice became like that. taeyong pulled him down to his lap, making the kid sit on his lap.

"why my dada crying?" and he moved his dada's hair that was hiding his face.

"dada was just tired, baby." taeyong lied, and the kid sensed that.

"you're lying, did you and daddy fight again?" the kid asked, making the older stop. "i thought, no more fighting again? because it's bad." he pouted.

"well, daddy is going to leave us now." taeyong said, the kid suddenly shook his head, which made the older frown.

"no, dada, he's not. because he told me his wish when he blew his birthday candle," the kid said. "he wished that he hopes you love him like how he loves you, and he also wished us to be complete forever." he said in pout.

"but your daddy didn't love me though." taeyong said, made the child cupped his cheeks, getting done to his dada.

"dada, daddy loves you more than you think. i still remember the time he was practising telling me how he will confess, but it looks like he failed because you're mad. daddy was just shy, dada. sometimes i want to hit him for being so shy." the kid said, making taeyong widen his eyes.

"yah, don't say like that!" he hissed, gently slapping him.

"look, you're also worried." the kid giggled. "dada, stop crying, okay? daddy loves you." and he hugged him.

taeyong feels like the heavy thing in his chest suddenly fades away. part of him was happy after knowing that jaehyun also loved him, but part of him wants to hear it from the man.

he changed his clothes before joining his son to sleep, he waited until the kid fell asleep before he closed his eyes.