Self interrogation

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What'd she get after speaking up ?! Peace ?
Revenge ?
Nothing,  she expected some emotions, some love, affection, care, understanding.?
But why was she so disturbed ?
Did she really had the self respect to expect it ?
Was she actually right ?
Some words hurted and destroyed the innocent soul inside her, staining it with black blood !
Maybe the feeling of quietness was better than the one of helplessness ?
Now what ?
What'd I get from all this ?
Pathetic me ?!
Did she want her childhood back ?
Did everything ever made sense?
Is this all a stimulation?
Some questions that kept on playing with her mind !

Maybe it felt light, but I don't feel any different, to make it worse I feel more heavy !
Atleast they could've expressed some fake emotions !
It hurted to expect !
She was hurted from her own expectations !
She never had self respect, thinking about it made no difference !
She's wrong, very wrong,  most of the time ; but whenever she's right, she would still be quiet !
Now, let's suffer and enjoy even more, after speaking up !
She got to see real faces of people, that made her impossibly hurt !
She never wanted her childhood back, it was horrifying,  traumatizing, shameful to even think !
Nothing ever made sense to her !
She was pathetic !
She hopes that it's a stimulation, and her player makes some useful, correct moves, cause she's slowly dying !
Some answers she got from her tired self !
She continues asking and replying, hoping that she'd die soon !
A peaceful death !

Maybe it felt light, but I don't feel any different, to make it worse I feel more heavy !Atleast they could've expressed some fake emotions !It hurted to expect !She was hurted from her own expectations !She never had self respect, thinking about ...

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