Ghosting || Choi Beomgyu

02

Confusion danced around Beomgyu's head as no matter how much he texted her the messages just refused to send. Beomgyu found it very weird because it just has been yesterday– actually a few hours ago since theu last spoke.

A voice drummed in his ears giving him the obvious reason the messages are not sending but he was hearing none of it. Blocking the voice out from his thoughts the boys shakily dailed the girl's number feeling so anxious with every second pass.

To his dismay the phone of her side didn't dail amd instead it cut off immediately.

No this can't be happening…

Beomgyu kept calling her number but was met with nothing but the errie silence of his apartment.

She blocked me…

Something didn't make sense, something was not right. Why? Wjy did she suddenly block him from all the contacts without any explanation? What made her change overnight that led her to take this decision? Was it his fault? Did he do something wrong to hurt her?

Dozens of questions swirled on his mind making his head ache from all this thinking but he didn't even get a single response from it.

Mixture of emotions bubbled through him as he felt his heart being squeezed feeling suffocated by the whole situation. His heart ached not knowing what to do. He was too confused too hurt by the sudden discovery.

He was shaking and he wasn't thinking straight.

Beomgyu clumsily went through last night text with her re-reading it over and over again. Playing yesterday's event in his head over and over trying to find any fault in between but there was nothing –not even a loophole.

But the more he read over the texts the more he realized her tone over the texts and it made him feel his heart being more constricted as he gasped for air that his lungs were limiting the intake.

Her texts sounded like goodbye texts, the way she thanked him for spending time with her yesterday, at first he didn't think much of it but now reading it it seemed like she was leaving.

The 'i love you' and 'I miss you'  how she said them so longingly. These words being filled with so much love and sadness making his heart throb.

He wasn't ready for this.
He didn't want this to happened.

But what happened?
Why did she suddenly leave him while they were doing so good until now?

A tear escaped the now glossy eyes of Beomgyu as he struggled to hold in a sob.

His heart aching, His head aching. His thoughts blaming him.

It's his fault. It was his fault why she suddenly left him.

In Beomgyu's perspective she  was too good for him and it was only a matter of time she realized that she deserved someone better–which is why ahe left suddenly.

Because in Beomgyu's mind he was never enough.

A/N

Hello lovely humans, i hope you're enjoying this so far. it'll get better. please do bare with me.
Thank you💛