21 Signs

I wanted to start this before I forgot everything about myself. I forget a lot, I don't know how that started but I've always been a "selective hearer" I tend to only hear what I want to hear but who's judging. I don't know how I want to portray my life I think I want to start around here because everything before now was me young and dumb but I've always had a different sense to life than the majority of the people during my experiences so far. The way they see and feel about life, who they value, how they live, what they may believe is true, and how to treat people fairly has always been different. I went 20 years being treated in every way I was not. Every day by every person and it was I who suffered the consequences either if I interacted in the situated or not. But hey your not supposed to start a sentence with a but. I've learned that the person I truly am is not ready but is ready. He is a man of man. The one to be, the one to love, Davion Cromartie. Now how I've gotten to such a point to state that is the fun part so I hope the people who see this has read past this. Do you believe in magic ? If the answer is yes your in for treats. If you don't believe in magic, magic believes in you, it's only waiting on you to believe too. The power is always in you. You make what you want, this whole entire Earth,Universe is made from God and Man. I've been the "crazy" one so my views are very different but they come from a sense of truth seeking as well so my intentions behind my research was in good which in result the things that I tell you is in meaning of pure enlightenment. I am connected with myself in a way that I do not live for people, need people or need to live and support from them, or respond on the same waves people may be on I.E trends, emotional topics, politics, schooling, living etc. I've took the beaten path and found something beater than diamonds or whatever the most expensive thing you can think about right now. It's you. I've learned the "man in the mirror" and took his talents and explored with it. Mischievous since the day I was born, into everything doing everything I wasn't supposed to and looking up online twice as much that. Talking about myself in some chronological order would be impossible. Learning was my outlet to explore and experience the life I've felt I should of been living good or bad. I grew up single mother then later on step dad so I had no limits on how far I wanted to go and what I wanted to know. I had no real guidance other than punishment to stop me. A free man since the beginning. The wild life. Proud Life. It takes a lot to walk my shoes but I kinda like these shoes I rather keep them if you getting me. I wouldn't trade my trials and tribulations for the world which is why I also reap my blessings. So the paraphrased version of myself is, Grew up in a broken home, came from a family of broken homes, drug abuse and abuse, poverty and mental illness. Mother moved away and raised me alone saving me from the cycle of what my family was at that time. Still was a "bad" child throughout all years of school, very anti social but also funny and adventurous and could've be the life of the party if he's in the mood. Lost virginity at 9 In a Bisexual orgy, started doing drugs at 13, played all sports on and off till about 16, went into the army at 17, got kicked out. Worked a lot of jobs, lived homeless in the streets of Miami, Virginia and Detroit. Locked up for my first time at 19 locked up last at 21. Spent a lot time around women and hoes usually didn't mix with guys around me do to competition purposes. I chose to do my on thing, moved around, picked up hobbies, started boxing and then started this. Why? Well I've been through a hell of a lot and the outcome was a diamond in a rough, was put under extreme pressure and form the perfect diamond. Beautiful. Crazy part is I never actually wanted to start trouble for the most part I rather be civilized and cool with everyone but people and they're ways man. So most of that was not even under my control so I hated most of my life I had very few happy moments most of them was things I wasn't suppose to be involved in. Fought with my mom and step dad most my up bringing so I've missed out on what most kids couldn't live without in life. Missed the loved from my mom during her bestest years. I made my life harder on myself because being me wasn't acceptable. If only I would have did what I was told maybe I wouldn't be such a hurt little man huh? Questions, Questions. Was it worth it ? Hell yeah. Be yourself. Stop thinking like people, stop being like people stop trying to be like people, Be you. Your more than you could possibly imagine stuck worried about friends, pussy and money. It's actually sad to see. Most people wouldn't like me because the truth hurts. I don't disrespect you or try to in any way but if who you are doesn't sit right with me I treat you as such. My sense of life is coming from many walks so I am not being shallow if I decide your not good people. I've grew up around a lot of adults as well, I was never censored from life I've seen it, heard it, and learned it all. I can't even get more detailed when I mean "all" but the example I can display of "all" is everything from science,spirituality,gods,world geography, military history and training, street life, the "right" and "wrong" ways to "if only I would've done this when I was young" speeches. Music history and how to make it, the inside to politics and world control, propaganda, demonic intentions and rituals, Us history , Black History, White "history", World Cultures, Wars, Inventors, Artist, Anyone successful, anything you can search online including dark web, and even private conversations from the crackheads on the street to the successful millionaires. Learned fairly without discrimination to race or person and has been open to all people who are willing and wanted to have a positive relationship. I don't know how I turned out the way that I did to go through the things I did but I want to share what I know. I cannot wait to add to this because along the way things will come back and I may have endless crazy experiences that I always wished I could tell people because I went through all that I talked about, alone as well. No real true friends no real true loves fakes people, lies and stories. Spend most of my life looking at a wall and usually was angry. With not a soul who understands me or even cared to listen to me past the basic how I was doing. So buckle up for thee craziest journey we both are about to embark on in this book, bare with me because my mind scatters so just expect anything anytime I decide to write and we'll be more on the same page. I want you to enjoy yourself I'm not just writing to make myself feel good. I was the example for everyone else to see so now may I set it ? Love you Blessings Stay tuned I like to talk so it won't be too much longer !

-Davion