I don't want to fall in love with you( Elizabeth Olsen x F reader)

Chapter 78

Y/N's POV

After leaving Lizzie on set, I drove directly to J house. Once I got there I didn't bother me to knock I just entered his house. His house feel empty, sad and lonely also there is a smell that I don't like at all. I walked to the kitchen and is a mess just like the whole house. I don't hear noises nor the tv maybe he is dead

I walked to the room and then I saw him. The room stink as hell and is a fucking mess as well. J is laying on the bed. Something is wrong with him. I laid down next to him and he opened his eyes "Hi" I whispered to him "What are you doing here?" He asked me and I can hear on his voice that he has been crying. I put my hand on his shoulder. Then he hide his face with the blanket. "Do you want to talk?" I asked him and he groan "No, go away" he said and I clicked my tongue "Right" I stood up and grabbed the remote control. Then I returned to laid on bed with him. "Leave me alone!!!" He shout at me and I hit her head "Do not yell at me, and I'm not leaving you. You always were for me when I was sad. We promise each other we will always be there for the other even if the other was acting like a bitch we stay" I told him and after a long pause I talked again "That's what best friends are for" I told him more relaxed

When he saw I wasn't leaving he put some of his blanket on me. I guess he understood I am not leaving him. If he doesn't want to talk about ok but I'm staying until I know he is okay. "Do you have popcorn?" I asked him and he glare at me "What? I'm hungry dipshit I need food" I told him "They are in the kitchen" he said and I smile at him

When I returned I saw that J has not his face hide anymore and he is searching something on the tv. "What are we watching?" I asked him and he shrugged. "Here you go eat popcorn it will make you feel better" I told him and he chuckle. When we were kids he always used to tell me that the popcorns has superpowers and they always will make you feel better. When one of us were sad we used to eat popcorn.

After a while we were on the middle of the movie that J chose, it's a really bad movie. "I made something bad Y/N" he started talking I turned to see him, "I can't be with Max anymore" he said and I sighed I guess he did cheat on her, "The last week I went to a party, Max didn't want to go with me and I got so mad because I told her about it two days before the party and she told me that she wanted to go and the day we needed to go she told me that she didn't want anymore, then she went crazy, I swear you I never saw her act like that and she started telling me that she loves me and that I should do everything she wants me to do and I got mad and her , you know me I hate when people tell me what I have to do. So I went to the party and I drank a lot I didn't want to be mad at Max so I got drunk to forget about our fight and then there was a girl that was flirting with me, I avoid her but then I couldn't resist anymore and she kissed me and it took me a while to push her away" he explained to me

I'm surprised about Max attitude "Did you have sex with the woman?" I asked him "No god no I didn't, we just kissed" he said and I sighed "Why you didn't push her away?" I asked him "I don't know I was so drunk, I know that's sounds like an excuse but I was drunk and I wanted to forget about the fight with Max" he explained to me "Did you kiss her back?" I asked him already knowing that he did, I mean that's why he didn't push her away "Yeah I did but it last like less than a minute, then I realized that I have a girlfriend and I couldn't do that to Max that's when I pushed her away" he said

I sighed not knowing what I'm going to tell Max I mean she will ask me if I already talk with J and I don't want to lie to her. But then she will asked me about if he did cheat on her. I know is just a kiss but as Lizzie said, if someone truly love their partner they would never have cheat on them, you don't cheat on people you love

I understand what Max is feeling I mean a lot of my ex's cheated on me I know how it feels being betrayed for the one you thought love you. But J is my best friend I can't betray him for telling Max. "Say something please" J cut off my thoughts "I don't know what you want me to tell you" I told him "Why are you here?" He asked me "Max suspects you are cheating on her she told me to talk with you" I told him the truth "Are you going to tell Max?" He questioned "I don't know J, you fucked up really bad I'm a woman and you know that I know how it feels when someone cheat on you, I feel bad for Max she doesn't deserve that and that's why I told you to stay away from her, I was afraid something like this might happen and god damn it I was right. Now what do you expect me to do to lie Max who is my friend too and feel bad because I know how it feels to be cheated on and not knowing about it is just worst and more pain, or to tell Max the truth and betrayed my best friend" I inquired sarcastically "Please tell me J because I don't know what to do" I plead him