How Not To Love A Rockstar (On Hold)

Chapter 4

“No!” I protested. “You were awesome! I couldn’t stop watching!” She blushed even harder.

“I don’t usually let anyone see me, Sam,” she explained. “I’m not too good in front of crowds.”

“If you learn to tackle that fear than you’ll be famous,” I promised her. She laughed and looked sadly at her iPod dock.

“I’ve been trying to get this routine down, but I can’t find just the piano with the vocals for Love Song by Sara Bareilles! It’s so frustrating!” she complained. I smiled.

“I can help with that,” I said walking over to the piano. I squeezed onto the bench with some difficulty since it was pressed so close to the wall and said, “Ready?”

“What are you doing?” she asked curiously.

“Oh just dance,” I said grinning. I began playing.

Head under water

And they tell me to breathe easy for a while

The breathing gets harder, even I know that

You made room for me, but it's too soon to see

If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages

No easy way to say this

You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you asked for it

'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving

I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today

Today

I learned the hard way

That they all say things you want to hear

My heavy heart sinks deep down under you

And your twisted words, your help just hurts

You are not what I thought you were

Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you

Made me think that I need this too

I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you asked for it

'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

If you're on your way,

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If all you have is leaving

I'mma need a better reason to write you a love song today

Promise me you'll leave the light on

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say

I won't write you a love song

'Cause you asked for it

'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

Is that why you wanted a love song

'Cause you asked for it?

'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If your heart is nowhere in it

I don't want it for a minute

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to

Write you a love song today

Today

I finished just before Molly did. She looked at me stunned.

“You’re amazing!” she exclaimed. I beamed.

“Thanks!” I said grinning so much that my face should fall off. We talked for a few minutes and then I left, saying that I had to do my homework.

That song had jogged something in my mind. I had to be sure that I was right.

I ran into the house, saying yelling at Oliver that I was home, and ran upstairs to my room.

I got on my laptop and pulled up Youtube. I typed ‘15 year old boy singing love song’ into the search bar and watched astounded as a bunch of results popped up. I hesitantly clicked on the first one and it began to play.

I was right.

There was Nate. As a 15 year old playing Love Song on Youtube. I knew I had heard him from somewhere! My friend Christine had shown me this video ages ago!I grinned happily and scrolled down. Looking through the comments when I saw one that stopped me:

Hey Nate! You're amazing! I love listening to you! Congratulations on getting that record deal! You of all people deserve it.

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Record deal!?

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Ooooh suspense! Did Nate get a record deal? Is he famous? Cliffhangers are just wonderful aren't they :)

What do you guys think of Molly? Is she planning something or is she actually nice?

Oh well. Guess you guys will just have to wait and find out!

I love you guys! Thanks for reading!