Gods of the Sea (BTS Vocal Line X Reader)

Ch 19 - Reunited

He sighed, a painful laugh escaping his lips as he shifted his weight and cleared his throat.

"I've had blood on my hands before, Jimin... but not this much." His eyes glossed over. "There's a lot of things I'm willing to take. Life isn't one of them."

He stood as still and empty as a statue. When he didn't move or blink, I stepped forward and put a hand on the back of his neck, bringing him down to lean against my shoulder. He leaned his weight on me in despair. I kissed his temple.

"You know," I said, "sometimes when I think your soul is completely gone, you prove me wrong."

He didn't respond, resting himself against my shoulder.

I let him stay there as long as he needed... knowing that the blood on his hands was partly my fault.

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I had been too distracted by Dagon to even catch wind of the mutiny. It was my own fault.

The crew that was once ours now held Jungkook and I captive now. They threw us into a cell together. The rest of the crew that had not submitted to Taehyung's command were also dragged into their own cells. Some locked themselves in cells, obviously enchanted by charmspeak.

"What the hell is happening?" Jungkook asked, inspecting the locked bars.

"Siren enchantment," I replied. "Taehyung used his power as a siren to put a spell over the crew."

"And Y/N?"

"Also a siren. An accomplice, seemingly."

"And the fiancée as well?"

I thought for a moment. I wasn't sure what Seokjin's role was at all. The markings on his chest were certainly from the spiritual realm. The patterns were quite vivid.

I decide whether you get your wings... or if you're sentenced to endless reincarnation.

He's a judge, Dagon said.

"What's that?" I asked aloud, forgetting myself in the situation.

"What's what?" Jungkook asked me.

I held up a finger for him to be silent.

A Judge puts the creatures of the spiritual realm on trial, Dagon continued. He decides if they are punished or given their original power.

"What original power?" I asked.

The power to destroy humans... like you and your brother.

"Are you talking to the voices in your head again?" Jungkook asked. "This isn't really the time for that, is it?"

I grit my teeth, throwing my hands up in frustration. "I don't have time for your opinions! There's things about this world you don't understand, Jungkook."

"I understand that Uncle Hyowon is dead!" he threw back. He grabbed my face, making me look at him. "He lost himself to this bullshit - same as you - and now he's dead! You'll end up the same way!"

We both know that's not true, Dagon said. I'm the one that's been keeping you alive.

I pulled out of Jungkook's hold, grunting. I was about to tear him verbally limb from limb, until I saw the fear in his eyes. We stared at each other for a few tense moments, my breath getting stuck in my lungs.

He needs you, Dagon said. You can see it, can't you?

I ran my tongue through my dry mouth, nodding. My brother needed me. The look on his face told me that he wanted me around. He hadn't looked at me that way since we both tried out for the navy.

But I wasn't strong enough. I couldn't protect either one of us.

I can help you with that, you know, Dagon continued. I can keep both of you alive.

"I can't do this on my own, Jimin," Jungkook said, cutting into our conversation. "I need you to keep it together."

For a split second - and only a split second - I saw his shoulders tremble. I brought my hand to the back of his neck, bringing him into my embrace. In my arms, he was just my little brother... and I was the older brother responsible for his safety.

If I wanted redemption, this was the only way.

"All right..." I said. "You win."

Although Jungkook heard it come from my lips... Dagon was the one who understood. 

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