I'm genuinely scared. I'm freaking out so much. I don't know if I'm in the wrong or if I'm doing is okay.
I just came back from my somewhere and I get these messages.
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I didn't receive the message until now. I didn't know what she was talking about so I asked Poppy.
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For context: I told Poppy about my problems with Jessica 2 or 3 weeks ago. That's where all the drama started.
Everything was kinda normal after that. Then Jessica says that she would literally kill herself if Mat and Poppy kiss infront of her.
I thought it wasn't a nice comment to say especially when it's about your supposed best friend.
A few days go by and I told Poppy and she should go talk about it with Jessica.
Poppy did and... Well, Jessica got mad at me and at Poppy.
Poppy told me that Jessica called me a "chusma" which means "rabble rouser".
That wasn't my intention. I believe what Jessica is doing is wrong. Talking about someone's relationship like that.
She should be supportive of their relationship if she really was her friend.
The part of me saying if she told Jessica about what I told her yesterday.
I told Poppy how my honest feelings towards Jessica. I told Poppy to not tell her, that she will kill me.
She knows that I'm pretty weak and won't be able to defend myself easily. If she finds out how I feel I'm dead.
She told me she won't.
Then all of a sudden she texts me that. I didn't open the notification. Hopefully it really is about the relationship thing.
I hope Poppy was true to her word. I don't have anyone else to go to for help or vent too in real life.
My friend Bonnie is almost always absent and I don't try to bother her through messages. I don't want to disturb her.
I feel like I'm in the wrong. I should've kept my mouth shut. Like, that was between them not me.
But I felt like I couldn't just sit there and listen to her say shit like that of her friend.
I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I'm way to scared but I have an exam tomorrow. I can't be absent for that.
I hope some tragedy happens tomorrow so I have an excuse to not go.
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