Today was my first day at my new job and I was so nervous!
My whole body was shaking, my stomach started to turn and my head was hurting. I couldn't even speak properly without stuttering.
I've made a few mistakes today. I was so ashamed of myself. When I finish my shift and changed I felt like all my bottled emotions were just going to come out.
When I got home I tried to calm myself down by taking a nap.
I feel a bit better now but knowing I have to go back tomorrow just makes the nervousness come back.
It was my first day after all. I'll surely get better at this. I'll just have to suck it up and work hard.
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My Diary
SonstigesLike it says in the title, it's a diary. But people can read it. I thought this would be a funny idea and make my future self question my stupid entries. Despite being a diary, I won't be updating daily. ⚠️This is mostly venting, so there will be...
