Should I trust again?

Bad Day!

*Demi POV*

Jewel came to visit Crystal again and watched the same movie Frozen!

"Let It Go let it go your perfect girl is gone here I stand and here I'll stay let the storm rage on the cold never bothered me anyway" Jewel sang the lyrics with Crystal but she looked over her shoulder and I see her sad face like she misses something.

"Hey Chrys how would you like Auntie Ari coming over?" I saw my daughter's eyes sparkle and nodded her tiny head "Yes! Then Jewel can meet her to-" Jewel cut her off "I already kno-" she covers her mouth to stop her from finishing that sentence "Uhh yeah I do want to meet this Ari person" she quickly finished

I nodded and texted Ariana Grande (D-Demi A-Ariana)

D- Hey Ari can you come over? Chrys wants to see you and she has a friend over who wants to meet you

A- Sure I'll be over in 10 minutes

*10 Minutes Later There Is a Knock On The Door*

I quickly answered the door and lead Ariana into the living room where she saw Jeweliana "Wait did you re-adopt her?" Ari asks me confused. "What?" I say confused but Chrys came into conversation "Auntie Ari this is Jeweliana Jauregui" she points to Jeweliana who just waved shyly. I froze when I heard 'Jauregui'.

"Wait Jauregui" I asked confused and received a huge smirk from Jewel. "Oh okay" I sighs let out a sigh. It's probably not her. Jeweliana's face became red. "Well Demi looks like I was never supposed to be your perfect little girl, infact I remember everything clearly you gave me up because you never wanted me or I was to much for you to handle". Okay it's her. I couldn't help but let put some tears I didn't want her to think that way at all.

"It's you" I cry out, "Damn right it's me" Jewel clenched her fists. "I-I'm so sorry for sending you back" I apologize to the younger dark haired girl but she shook her head "Yeah well its to late for that" she crossed her arms "It's been two years Demi, TWO FUCKING YEARS" she yells at me and holding up 2 fingers.

"I know. I was stupid to send you back" I said still letting my tears fall as Ari rubbed my back soothingly. Jewel sighs and sits back down on the couch. She hugs her knees and hid her face, I felt sorry for her and sat next to her rubbing her back trying to comfort her.

"DONT TOUCH ME" Jewel let out her anger jumps off the couch to face me "Can't you see you've already broken me enough" Jewel says with tears streaming down her face and runs straight out the front door. I was shocked and broken, I wanted my baby back but I realize that may never happened again.

"What have I done........" Was all I could say through the tears fighting to come out. "Mommy what is she talking about" Crystal asks, "Umm sweetie you don't need to know" I exclaimed but Chrys kept asking "What's happening?" I just shook my head crying.

Chrys couldn't help but let out a few tears seeing her mommy so sad and broken "Mommy whats wrong?" She asks sweetly and hugs me, I sighed but answered "Mommy did something bad. Very bad" Chrys nods understandingly.

"It's gonna be okay mommy I promise" she whispered in my ear rubbing my back. I smiles at my beautiful daughter and relaxed into her embrace.

*Jewel POV*

*Meanwhile When Jewel Gets Home*

I burst through the door still crying and slammed it shut. Clara heard me enter, i could see her worried because I usually close the door softly and come scaring my older sister. I let out a loud groan and storm to my room, I closed the door locking it.

I was gonna do it again even though Lauren told me not to but i couldn't take it anymore. I never wanted to disappoint Lauren but I just can't handle that Demi replaced me by another Gem (get it). I slowly walked into her bathroom taking the blade from my hiding place and stared at it.

A good long five minutes I made my move, the blade was now slicing open my skin revealing the blood dripping from my left wrist. *one cut* *two cuts* *three cuts* 4 5 6 7 8. I thought it was enough and let the cold water drain the blood dripping from both my wrists.

Once it was all cleaned up she covered them all so no one can see them. I went downstairs to the kitchen "mommy!" I called Clara and hummed in responce. "Yes my darling" she cooed "can I go for a sleepover tonight at Crys's house?", "I'm right here" Chris entered the Kitchen. "Oh so your the little girl I've been hanging out with?" he laughed at my comeback.

I took an apple and threw it at him but he caught it making the most weirdest girly laugh ever. Taylor was doing homework in the dining room and laughed at his childness. Soon after mom and I laughed too. After it died down I turned to see my mom "mommy can I?" I said in my (what she calls) 'adorable' voice.

She nodded and I ran to the home phone dialing her home phone number "hello" I heard Demi's voice. Great.... "Oh hey Demi can-" I was cut off by her "sure" I hear her sniffling and handed it over to Chrys "hello?" Chrys asked, I asked her if I could have a sleepover there and she said yes.

I thanked her and ran upstairs packing my pjs, tomorrow's cloths, tooth brush, hairbrush. Aka essentials and non-essentials yes I snuck in some chips and gummy worms from one of my secret stashes. I swung my bag on my back after I zipped it up and heading for the front door.