Hogwarts one shots

George Weasley

Idea: ⚠️ SUICIDE ATTEMPT ⚠️ just rewriting other ideas, with different people, imma make it sad, angsty WOOO.

Y/N:

I can't do it anymore.

The constant question.

Am I real?

Am I alive?

Am I even in a room right now?

No more.

I can't.

The thoughts torment me day in and day out.

At first they didn't scare me, I wasn't even unsettled but now it's worse.

Crying, delving into thoughts, at first I thought I was crazy and I still do but now it just hurts.

Everything hurts all day.

Dragging my nails on my leg to ground myself here.

Waking up with a bruise the next day from it.

Everything is in pain but then it's not.

It's hard to put into words, it feels like I'm making up all my feelings and it ends today.

I've written my letters, made my plan, everything is set in place. No going back.

I stood up and threw on a jumper.

If I was going out I was not going to make George look at his jumper when he sees my body.

That was one of the only flaws.

Leaving him and the Weasleys. That would be the thing I regret the most.

I walked down the halls and corridors to his dorm.

I barely put my hand on the door when it opened.

He looked down at me with a wide smile.

"Y/N!! You're here, Merlin you take forever sometimes"

He leaned down and wrapped me in a hug.

I savored it, it would be the last one I get.

We pulled away.

"We'll come on! Fred and the others are already in the common room."

He took my hand pulling me out with him.

Good of time as any to say goodbye to the others as well.

We reached the room, sitting in our seats.

"Hey guys" I gave them a smile as they greeted me.

I didn't know a way to be subtle about it so I was just going to be blunt.

"I just wanted to say..."

They quieted down a bit and turned to me.

"I-I love you guys, I just thought I didn't say it enough you know?" I let out a laugh at the end.

They all nodded.

"We love you too, you know that." Hermione said.

"I know"

With that they all turned back to their conversations, I leaned back into George. That was out of the way.

I felt a shift behind me.

"Kind of sudden, love, what was that about?"

I looked over to George, his eyebrow raised in question and Fred looking equally as curious.