𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐲: 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

Days

A.N. it can send you to depression if you're having any triggers with loneliness and heartbreak or self harm. Pls don't read below. I myself get depressed reading my own poem lmao xD

Her POV: (continued from Melancholies)

Day one
Struggling
Suffering
All alone

Day two
Hopeless supportless
Chances are few

Day three
Bullied, Insulted harrassed
I just wanna be free

Day four
Screams and cries
My throat is sore

Day five
Ray of light
I still strive

Day six
Everything will be alright
Mind tries to fix

Day seven
Past meets present
Heart shatters again

Day eight
Colours black and white
They tell to fight

Day nine
All day the same tune
Drinking just wine

Day ten
Memories and future
Chest shivers in pain

Day eleven
I can't write more
Paper on pen

Day twelve
Broken lost pieces of heart
I try to dvelve

Day thirteen
Staying away,
Talking to myself,
How've you been?

Day fourteen
Absent minded
Jot is forbidden

Day fifteen
Hated, Demotivated
They're so mean

Day sixteen
Clutter of clouds
Mind unclean

Day seventeen
Confusions and questions
Towards the wall i lean

Day eighteen
Asking for help
How long has it been

Day nineteen
Something is always missing
Shivering and longing

Day twenty
Banging head
Lost my sanity

Day twenty-two
Lost interest
Feeling all blue

Day twenty-three
Sleeplessly hugging pillow
Will you never hug me?

Day twenty-four
Pain addiction distracts
Want more and more

Day twenty-five
Nothing's ever right
Forced to survive

Day twenty-six
Is truly loving, heart dying?
Can't you ever fix?

Day twenty-seven
Self-blood bathing
Is this how to end the pain?

Day twenty-eight
Can't feel anything
Numb, still says "alright"

Day twenty-nine
Release and rhyme
Happiness won't be mine

Day thirty
Dusty and rusty
For a bit of love, thirsty

Days go, months go,
I fade away as it's years now,
I keep trying, dying, trying,
Just to be left hopeless,
As I've lost to find my wing,
Now my soul is dissociating into the eternal darkness.