𝐓𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐲: 𝐏𝐨𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐓𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐬

Mysterious Vibes

I have no idea what has happened to me, i have been losing myself more and more
Parts of me shattering apart everyday while feeling like my heart is breaking apart unknowingly
My heart is like a glass mirror and this feeling is like a stone which hit it hard
Day by day, i feel like i am going away from myself more and more and my inner source of light and now i am strengthless, weak, but still wondering in the roads like a wanderer without a destination under the cloudy night sky
I have no idea where my footsteps are going leaving behind feeble footprints which disappear in a moment the same way the time fades away as i keep walking
My feet is like an autumn leaf, yellow, and this feeling is like the wind which keeps blowing it to uncertain directions
I can't see any trace of moonlight to guide me, the clouds have kept all those stars hidden and i am all lost in this unknown place, unable to come out of this maze of my mind

It's stronger than any of the psychological drives we know of and it is more powerful than anything i have come across
Sometimes it's a chaos wrecking havoc like an apocalypse which comes suddenly wrapping everything under its destructive arms
And contrasted by being a light of hope which brings a dead world alive and nourishes dead seeds to become trees full of spirit and wakes up the sunflowers like the all-powerful righteous sun

Tell me what is it? What is happening to me?
Why am i hopeful even though i am completely hopeless?
Why all the time do i feel like something is missing in me?
Tell me what's it which is, against my will, driving me to an unknown place?

I am alive, breathing, blood is flowing in my veins, and my heart is beating
But i feel like i am hollow from inside like a clamp shell without its pearl
I feel like i am no more alive even though i keep shifting the air around me with my numerous movements struggling to find life within myself

Sometimes i feel like there's nothing left in me, the same way a dead tree feels without any leaves on it
Sometimes i feel like everything is over, as if i died in the big crunch in which the whole universe was swallowed by the dark energy and now i am in nothingness
But still i am waiting for another big bang which will awaken me from this deep sleep of singularity in which i am left since long, but i don't know when it will happen and what it will be like to feel the universe inside me awakening itself
Does the spark exists, which can enlighten the whole universe again l,which is lying still today unable to make a movement anymore or will i just stay silent in that light-less nothingness in the infinite space?

I can't see myself in the mirror anymore or maybe it's the mirror which is lying to me?
I am breathless and exhausted of all this
I just wanna give up now, please kill me now.
I hate this world, i hate this life. Everything hurts, everything goes away and i fade away
But still i am running, chasing an unknown feeling which says to me that it is not my end
Seeking an unknown treasure worth all my life is what motivates this pirate within me even without a map

I feel the god is upto something
I want this god to kill me because i don't want anything anymore but i am already being slayed by time and the god has stuck me into this spiderweb called life
An unknown future is waiting for me at the end of this painful empty road which keeps breaking me down but i will find the blood moon which will make me a ferocious beast of the dark nights who will rip off the darkness which envelopes me with its shining claws

Maybe the universe might never answer my call; my scream is getting high pitched and my sore throat is crying for help to save me from all this
Maybe i might never get my unknown treasure this life but i continue to seek it and will stay gripped to my journey even if my body leaves me behind
To be hugged by the vast universe someday and the truth itself staring my eyes showing me the way to my treasure which is hidden somewhere in the infinity of this universe which no one could know

But what is this universe i seek while being in it? Why this life is like this, unexpected? What is this weird feeling, completely unknown?
A mystery left unsolved to be grasped someday by destiny, leaving behind my questions to time

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