I'm all I've got

Euphoria ( The Calm)

"Ok," she was scared, but she didn't want Zyaire to know that, because she know he'd stop before they even begin.

But she knew she couldn't hide anything from him, Zyaire already knew she was scared, as much as she tried, she couldn't hide it from him; and the fact that he was hovering directly over her, did nothing to hide the fear and uncertainty flickering in her eyes, and for him, he didn't understand why she'd want to do it she was scared so he asked again. "Are you sure you want to? We have a lifetime ahead of us to have sex with each other,"

"Yea, I'm sure," she kissed his chest

That's all it took for Zyaire to put all his focus back on her breasts, kissing and sucking until she was a moaning mess beneath him. He kissed up from her neck to her chest until he was back to her lips, fisting his erection, he glid it up and down her wet slit, coating himself in her wetness, causing her to gasp in surprise at the unfamiliar feeling.

He deepened the kiss in an attempt to distract her, but just as he was about to nudge the tip of himself inside her, she broke it and placed her plans flat against his firm torso, stopping his actions.

"What if I get pregnant," she blurted, horror coming on her face. "Mom will kill me if I get pregnant,"

As he looked down at her, Zyaire could help but smile at her attempt to prolong this whole thing.

"You won't get pregnant,"  he assured her

"How are you so sure? Accidents happen." she questioned, frowning at him

"Because of the condom... That I have on," he look down between the two of them, encouraging her to lean up and do the same as he leaned up off of her, giving her space to do so.

She knew he had on a condom,...she put it there

"Yeah, but what if it breaks? Mom will kill me if I get pregnant,"

"No, she won't, if she's killing anyone it'll be me,"

"Yeah, right," she scoffs.

He looked at her with a questioning expression, taking offense by what she said, already knowing what she meant

"She won't get mad at you Zy, at least not for long, I'll be the one who's pregnant," she reasoned

"Don't you think that's a little judgey,"

"No, It's fact, your mom's favorite, she literally never gets mad at you,"

"I'm not,"

"Yes, you are," she

"Ma loves all of us equally,"

"I know, that that's why I didn't say anything about love. She loves us all, but she favors you," she shrugged

One would think, the fact that they were discussing the woman raising them during the middle of them having sex for the first time would be a complete turn-off, but when you're in love as they thought themselves to be, nothing's more important than each other; and that's what it was. The conversation they're having isn't even a factor because all they could focus on was each other.

He watched as her mouth moved, but he ignored everything she was saying, his eyes were drawn towards her red swollen lips that were begging for his attention. " Lex?" he called out, interrupting her. " Yes," she asked softly. "Shut tf up," he demanded

And if it was possible, Alex found herself getting wetter from the words he just uttered to her. Laying back down flat on her back, Alex waited for Zyaire to take the invitation, which he automatically did, and crawled between her opened legs.