Teen Wolf Imagines

Never hold back

Summary: Y/N throughout life has been told she's annoying and talks to much, and one day she's talking about something and Peter kind of snaps at her, so she stops talking but it breaks Peter's heart when she explains she understands.

Being someone with such a big personality, so much passion and love was sometimes both a blessing and a curse. But growing up, timelessly being told to 'shh' when talking about something you cared about, something you got a bit too excited for, something that you were passionate often made you want to stop talking.

It was an endless cycle, getting comfortable to talk freely to then be told to be quiet. Your parents growing up, although they listened, there was always that being told to be quiet, to stop talking. Siblings constantly telling you that you talking so much was annoying. Teachers and Peers the same. Getting called out on in class for the smallest whisper knocked you down.

Small constant comments knocked you down, it was horrible. But it's always been there in your chest, the excitement you get with certain topics, if you know something, you want to share this. If you're happy about something you want to share it, almost immediately regretting it because people have a habit of shitting on a good mood.

When working you learnt how to almost control the fact that you talked all the time, you had to be careful of what you said and to whom you said it to. You sometimes feel like you should've gone into something like sales because apparently, they're all good talkers, but you weren't you just liked to talk, loved to express happiness and passion on certain subject. For example, your favourite film was something you could just talk about all the time, it was something you got so excited about, something you loved to analyse and dig deeper about.

You found the people in your life that you could talk about anything to, it was amazing knowing that the pack that you surrounded yourself with loved to hear you talk, built up your confidence again. But the after effects of growing up, constantly being told that whenever you spoke about something you're passionate about was annoying, being told every single day to 'shh', oh be quiet, or even those not listening to you and you saying something that made you so happy for you to be met with silence after. That always stuck with you, and that still stops you from pouring your heart out. But the sad thing is, sometimes it doesn't, and sometimes you're taken back to that horrible feeling you grew up trying to get rid of.

It was late and you were at the loft, everyone met up here every now and then, and although you weren't any supernatural of any kind, you had that nurturing side of you that became the pack mom. The reason why you were still sat there was because a re-run of your favourite tv show was on, only yourself and Peter were there.

Peter was a weird one. He was quiet unless being dramatic, but he knew everything about everyone. Although he was quite a bit older than you are, he didn't always seem it. You had grown a liking towards him, one that you couldn't quite control, it became a problem. It meant around him you wanted to be yourself, you wanted to be the person that you love to be, you wanted to talk to him, tell him about your day, tell him about the good and bad that happened at work. He became someone that you wanted to show yourself to the most, but you always tried to hold back. Until you couldn't.

Sat watching TV was surprisingly relaxing although you were supposed to be on your way home, a day that just tore you apart, it was the small things that made you happy.

"I just love this" you started to gush, "Like I haven't watched this in so long, and it was literally my favourite let me tell you, and it's like whenever I watch it for the first time in a long time, all the feelings just come back, and all the excitement and ugh, I love it" You grinned smiling at the TV,