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●Chapter Two●

Lev received the ball, hitting it over to Kenma to set up for Kuroo. Right off the bat, they went for a quick attack. Kuroo spiked the ball down where he thought no one could get it, however our fearless captain managed to receive it, sending it straight to me. I jumped up for the set and sent it over to Tsukki. I'm trying to use his height to our advantage, so I sent it a bit higher up. Unfortunately, he didn't jump high enough and tipped the ball. It still went over, but barely. We did get the point though, because no one was expecting that. 

When I landed back on the ground from my jump, I could feel my cuts bursting with pain. I tried to keep it together though and kept fighting through. 

"A little lower next time." Tsukki turned to me. 

"Right…" I said. I see he doesn't wanna use his height, which is annoying but, we'll do it his way I guess. 

Asahi sent another amazing serve, sending it to Kenma and giving him no choice but to hit it. He hit it to the back row, they sent it in the air to Kuroo, who sent it right back down to me. I hit it, but I hit it up to Tsukki right away, who scored us our second point. Maybe we'll win this one. 

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"Alright everyone! Flying leaps" I spoke too soon. We lost, but we did do all three sets. We just couldn't keep up after that second match. I started to do my ten. And it fucking hurt. I almost started bawling. Once I was done, I walked outside to catch a quick breath while the other game was still going. 

"Hey, you good dude?" Noya came outside with me. He doesn't even look phased by the fact we had to do flying leaps. He's a libero though, so I can't say that's not to be expected. 

"Define 'good'." I replied. 

"Out of breath after one loss, come on, Sugamama, get ya head in the game!" He started jumping around. The tiny ones always have so much energy. 

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Once the day was over, after losing every single one of our games and doing all of the punishments, we were led to a dining hall for dinner. I was starving, but I didn't plan on eating. 

You don't deserve it.

I sat with Daichi, Noya, Asahi, and Tanaka at a table. 

"Suga, go eat." Daichi stared at me when he noticed I was the only one sitting that hadn't gone to get food. 

"I'm not hungry." I shrugged. 

"Bullshit." Noya rolled his eyes. 

"For real, I'm just not hungry." I tried one more time. 

"Go." Daichi said. I rolled my eyes and went to get food. I ended up with some rice, chicken, and noodles. 

"So, is anyone doing individual training tonight?" Asahi asked. 

"I'm going to sleep." I said, taking a bite of rice. 

"Me too. Maybe tomorrow." Daichi agreed. 

"Noya, serve practice? You wanna receive for me?" Asahi asked. 

"Hell yeah, dude! I'm in!" He yelled. We got a few stares over here. 

"How do you still have so much energy?" I was confused. We played 4 games, 2 of which went to the third set. 

"No clue, but I'm not complaining." He shrugged. 

"I'll be back, gotta use the restroom." I made an excuse. I went in and threw up everything I'd just eaten. 

Throw up until there's nothing left.

I did, I kept going until I was dry heaving. Once I was at that point, I cleaned up, flushed, and walked out to wash my hands.