Poetry from a young soul

crosses my mind

Every now and then it crosses my mind.

and at times.. i scare myself because i wonder.

I'll catch myself writing a list and or debating why

then it dawns on me how much it would hurt you

effect all of you..

and i change my mind

but..

is it worth living sad, confused, and un happy

so i dont have to cause that on you guys?

my family..my friends?

Yes.

because i wouldnt want anyone of you to feel what i feel everyday.