If only you knew (All Time Low fanfiction)

-26; Criminal-

Becky

I sat on the bus, pulling my knees to my chest, and letting out tears.

Zack; Funny, Tall, Handsome, Knows me inside and out, been there for me more than luke. I feel safe around him.

Luke; Sweetie, Tall, Australian, helped me through hard times, can trust more than most. I feel safe in his arms.

It was a hard decision. If I could, I'd date both. It doesn't help since my moods are everywhere, and I'd give them both what they wanted.

"Becky?" Luke stood, behind the curtain.

I kept silent, hoping he didn't realise I was there.

"I know your there."

Damn you Luke.

"What's wrong? Did I do something?" He asked. I shook my head, although he couldn't see me. "You like Zack still, don't you?" He asked, no reply.

"You don't understand Luke." I mumbled.

"I do, I mean, he's been there for you more than I have.. I wasn't there when you needed me.. I'm sorry." He said, his voice breaking.

"Luke, your not listening to me." I started, pulling back the curtain.

"You still like him, I was stupid to ever think you would like me." He punched a wall.

"Luke."

He did it again.

"LUKE!" I yelled. His bloodshot eyes met mine. For the second time, since I knew the boy, he cried. He just crumpled to the floor. Vulnerable.

"I'm so-orry." He hiccuped. I slid from the top bunk, and walked over sitting beside him. He shied away from me.

"Hey, hey..." I mumbled, holding him close.

"Don't act like you care about me..." He croaked.

"I'm not acting. I got an F in drama, remember?" I sighed. "I really care about you.."

"Dont-"

"Luke Robert Hemmings, I swear if you say I'm acting about, Caring, Loving, or anything else like that, I shall cut your balls off." I met his eyes, wiping the tears away.

"I like my balls though." He mumbled.

"I know Luke."

"Wait, did you say... Uhhmmm.. Love?" He looked into my eyes for honesty.

"Yeah..." I blushed. With that he kissed me softly.

I had made my decision.

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Tara

"Ashton." I pushed him off me.

"What? You clearly liked it." He stated.

"I have a boyfriend called Jack." I stated, that's when his face dropped.

"Oh... I'm sorry." He mumbled looking down, before running in the direction of the bunks. I stayed stood in the one place.

It was clear I was with Jack.

I'm clear on my feelings for Jack...

So why did I kiss Ashton?