- everything has fallen apart after you left. i don't know how long i can keep doing this.
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- i wanted it so badly to be you that i never took into consideration that maybe you didn't want it to be me. That maybe you actually moved on from me. That maybe you don't think about me like i still think about you endlessly. That just maybe you forgot about me. I never wanted this to happen. I never wanted us to be strangers. I fucking hate this. I fucking hate not talking to you. I hate not knowing how you are. I fucking hate no having you in my life. I hate having you so close yet so far. I hate crying about you. I fucking hate it. It hurts so bad and you don't even care. You don't care anymore. Why?? After everything Why? After all the memories we've made, all the kisses. all the cuddling, all the makeout seshes, all the long nights, after all the i miss you's, fuck, after al the i love you's. I love you zack. and maybe i should consider that maybe you fell out of love this time.
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