I think I love you

Everyone knows

2 weeks later

I wake up to someone knocking loud on the door and Lola barking "Lola please" I groan, the knocking continues. "Alright I'm coming!" I shout.
I throw the blankets off of me, and answer the door.

"What?!" I say as I open the door, rub my eye open, and it's you guessed it Mr. Storms himself.

"Hey" he says, "why did you knock so loud?" I whin, "I forgot something here" "okay, um just get it, I don't care I'm too tired for this" I open the door so he can come in. "And since when do you sleep in just a bra and underwear?" He asks. I didn't even notice, "um shit uh new me? I guess" I lie, I definitely forgot that I was still in my underwear. "Nothing you haven't seen before" I say.  I go and slip on a big shirt.

He grabs what he forgot from the closet.

Lola starts jumping on his leg, "oh you got a dog nice" "yup" I say.

There's an awkward silence and he breaks it "Lessie I'm sorry" "for cheating or lying?" I say in a petty tone. "Both" he says, I roll my eyes.

He steps a little closer to me, "I'm serious" he says. At this point I'm lost in words, and my face a little warm. His arm snakes around my waist, and then I just do it. I kiss him.

It's not even like, a regular kiss it's like the first time I kissed him.

He doesn't break it he just picks me up with his hands under my ass.

What the fuck am I doing?

He lays me on the bed and starts kissing down my neck finding my sweet spot and gives me a hickey.

He removes my shirt, I start to take off his shirt, while also unbuckling his belt.
He takes off my underwear and inserts two fingers in me, I shudder cause they're cold.

He continues what he's doing and I feel my high come "Ryland-" "one second" he says, he inserts his self in me and I moan loudly. He starts thrusting in and out of me, "Ryland can I" he nods in response, and release.
But I don't feel like finishing so I go into the the riding position, he gets the idea and holds my hips for support.

We reach our highs and stop. I lay down next to him.
I realized what I just did, "you bitch, I'm supposed to be mad at you" I get up, put a shirt on.

I stumble a little, he laughs "oh eat my ass motherfucker" I say, "mmm already did" "gross get out I can't do this right now" he stares at me for a second "now!" I say, and he starts putting his clothes on.

I feel so disgusted with myself.

"Did you actually forget something or did you just want me?" I ask, he doesn't bear eye contact with me. "Wow" I say, "Ryland get out" I say with tears.

He leaves.

I put on sweatpants after he leaves, and grab Lola and her leash.

I start to walk away from my apartment with Lola. My tears start to come out more.
"Alessia!" Someone says loud, I look up and it's fletcher.

"Hi" I say wiping my eyes, "how are you?" "I've had better days" I answer. "I have a few questions for you" I nod, and look at Lola who's sniffing around fletcher.
"So are you and Ryland still together or have you broken up?" I answer without thinking or comprehending the question, "yes" I say, "oh" he says surprised to get an answer out of me. "Yes we did" I say crying more. "We've been broken up for a few weeks, but I really don't want anyone to take sides or send hate to him" I wipe my eyes, "god im so sorry for crying right now" I say.  "No it's okay, have a nice day Lessie"