i cant do it

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"Tell me should a real nigga feel this way"- partynextdoor west district

Janceia

Kissng my lips the kiss depended. At the moment it felt so right but its all wrong. So I broke the kiss coming out of my feelings.

"Jamel this isn't right we can't do this. Were suppose to hate each other. This is all happening to fast"

" man fine ok" he said walking out. He was mad I could tell but, It didn't feel right kissing and we dislike each other.

Jamel

I just needed to get out the house. I was in my car just riding. I needed it to clear my head. I'm done trying to get janceia when all she does is shut me out. She's so naive to the fact that I'm in love with her. If she can't see that then I give up trying.

I was just sitting in my car listening to fumble by trey songz. His lyrics spoke to me the most at the moment. I just need to clear my head of thoughts of her.

Janceia

Me and paris sat in the living room watching waiting to exhale. She was there to comfort me while I cried. I need to stop shutting people out but I don't wanna be hurt again.

"Its ok jay just let it out" paris said rubbing circles on my back.

"I don't want him to be mad at me. I just want him to understand I can't do it"

"Its ok baby girl only a real man will understand that" she said giving me a hug. Here she goes again always knowing the right things to say.

"I have something to tell you though jay"

"What's that"

"Well you remember two months ago when we were talking about the dude at the party"

"Yea" I said looking confused

"Well I took three pregnancy test and there's a chance that I could be pregnant" she said starring at the TV.

"Well did you set up a doctors appointment I mean there's not a 100 percent chance you are"

"Yes, can you go with me I'm kind of scared. You're the only person I told. I don't know how he's going to take it. Not even my mom knows"

"Well you already know I'm going but, we have to find a way to tell you're mom" I said holding her hand to comfort her.

"You're right but I don't know how she's going to take it"

"She probably will take it well" I said with a small smile. Me and paris both have problems. Nobody's perfect.

Jamel

Making my way home I stopped at a red light. I just didn't know anymore I hate that I was created with feelings. I've always have been this heartless nigga so for me to be in my feelings over a girl let's you know its real.

Pulling into the driveway I got out to see another car in my driveway. Going in to see who it was all I could say was oh. It was Parises car I thought janceia had another nigga up in my house or something.

"Hey you can't speak"paris said acting extra.

"Paris I see you almost everyday with jay the fuck I need to speak for" I said giving her the the fuck face.

"Fuck you to then" she said looking back at the TV. Me and janceia exchanged glances before I went upstairs. You could see in her eyes she wanted to talk but couldn't find the words to say. She'll come around eventually.

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