i feel guilty

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"People diein everyday that ain't nothing new when you from downtown"~august alsina downtown

Janceia

Two days later

Me and janceia haven't spoken much We just exchange glances. I'm guessing she can't find herself trying to forgive me. I just have to understand that.

I was currently at the trap house getting stuff in order when these men in black suits came in. I didn't show any fear.

"What the fuck y'all niggas doing here" I asked with flared nostrils.

"We came to get back what was stolen from us"

"What is that"

"You're empire"

That's when I punched one of them in the face. All of a sudden juvenile came in and shot one of them. While I was still trying to fight the other one he shot me in the chest. I fell to the ground breathing hard. Juvenile shot him and came to me.

"Its gone be alright man stay with me" juvenile said with tears in his eyes.

"I'm trying man I'm trying" I said spitting up blood.

Fuck

Janceia

I was sitting here talking to paris. We were talking about her doctors appointment. Turns out she is pregnant She's 7 weeks so she has a while to plan. She also told her mom and she took it pretty well.

"Yay! I'm gonna be an auntie I'm gonna be an aunt-". I was cut off by my phone ringing. I looked at the screen and seen that it was juvenile.

"JAY COME TO THE HOSPITAL JAMEL GOT SHOT" tears fell from my eyes. I might've said some harsh things to him but I never wanted him to get shot. I feel like its my fault even though I've done nothing.

"Ok I'm on the way" I hung up putting my head in my hands. Paris looked at me suspisiously wondering what was going on.

"Jay what happend? Why are you crying" paris said confused.

"Jamel got shot we have to go now"!! We then got up and ran to Parises car. Rushing to the hospital we were there with in 10 minutes. When we got there juvenile was outside.

"Have the doctors said anything yet" I said running up to him.

"No not yet" we then walked in the hospital and waited for hours for the doctor to come out. I sat there fidgetting, crying, and tapping. Paris had to tell me to stop because, I was so nervous. After what felt like forever the doctor finally came out.

"Family of jamel freeman" we instantly ran up to him wanting to know what was up.

"That's us doc tell us you have good news" I said sounding nervous.

" well jamel was hit really bad. The bullet was 10 centimeters away from his heart. Luckily he survived the surgery but, we had to put him in a medically induced coma" I let out a sigh of relief knowing that he survived but, I was still sad knowing that he was in a coma.

Before walking away the doctor said "we will keep you updated"

"Wait bruhh can we see him" juvenile said stopping the doctor.

"yes sir but only for an hour. Visiting hours are over at 11 pm" he then led us to the room where jamel was located. Rushing in we seen that he had all types of needles and plugs plugged into his body. Seeing that made me want to cry all over again.

We stayed the whole hour talking to him. Even though he's in a coma he can still here us. Walking out I just wanted to go home and grieve I didn't like the feeling of possibly loseing jamel.

*cries*

Jamel got shot??

When will he come out of his coma??

How will janceia take it??

Find out in the next chapter leave feedback

Lee

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