bts oneshots

happy birthday to me × j.jk x bts

"hi jungkook" seokjin softly said as he sat down in the chair in the corner of the hospital room, jungkook didn't speak, "everything alright?" seokjin asked, regretting it right after since that was stupid to ask.

"okay i'm going to guess no" he breathed out, he didn't know what to do or say, he stood up and walked to jungkook.

"my beautiful boy, why?" seokjin softly asked, jungkook released the tears from his eyes, sobbing every emotion out.

he felt horrible. he was mad at himself, his attempt wasn't successful and now his boyfriend was upset. he couldn't imagine how upset everyone else would be.

"jungkookie" seokjin whispered, caressing jungkook's hand, "you know everyone is here for you. especially me, i'm your boyfriend. just, i love you" seokjin sniffled, quickly wiping his tears, "don't cry" jungkook managed to let out.

"jungkookie, why?" seokjin wondered, his dull eyes staring at jungkook's teary ones, jungkook swallowed his guilt, "m-made a p-promise t-to my-myself, that i would be dead before i-i turned 23" he whispered, seokjin broke down into tears. his whole body was shaking and he had no one to blame but himself.

how did he not notice anything? he toom a deep breath before speaking again, "why didn't you talk to anyone?" he loudly said, sobbing right after, "i-i was s-scared!" jungkook cried, he hated this.

"i-i d-don't want t-to see y-you! get out!" jungkook shouted, tears streaming down his cheeks.

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seokjin didn't have anyone to comfort him, the members were at schedule and he was alone.

he hated this, he hated himself. he was disappointed in himself for not seeing the signs. he isolated himself in his room but there was knock at his bedroom door.

"hyung! we got chicken!" yoongi said without opening the door, he didn't hear a response so he hummed, "are you doing okay there?" he asked, he twisted the door knob and found seokjin in a blanket burrito, his whole body was covered.

yoongi hummed, "hyung?" yoongi asked, shaking his shoulder. seokjin turned around to face yoongi, wiping his tears so yoongi wouldn't notice he was crying, "we brought chicken! you and jungkookie will love it!" yoongi smiled widely, seokjin began crying at the mention of the name.

yoongi's smile fell, "what happened? why are you crying?" he asked, caressing seokjin's hair, "k-kook.. h-he is i-in t-the hospital" he cried, yoongi sat down on the bed, putting his legs together, "why is he in the hospital?"

seokjin couldn't say anything, he could only cry, yoongi was worried. the boy was next on his way to the hospital if he didn't calm down.

"should i get a pen and paper?" yoongi worriedly asked, his heart rate was already fast because of dance practice but at this point he could feel it in his head form worrying so much about seokjin and kook. the older boy nodded, pointing to his desk which had a notebook and set of pens.

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'kook self harmed, i think it was a suicide attempt. there was so much blood and he was passed out'

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yoongi shakily put the note down, swallowing the urge to cry, "i-is this a j-joke?" he asked, barely audabile because he was trying not to cry.