Is This Love? - Jess Mariano x Reader

Chapter Twenty- Nine: Late night Walks and Talks

Welcome back everyone!
I hope that you enjoy this chapter!

This chapter is loosely based on the song up above
'She Will be Loved ~ Maroon 5'

A Few Weeks later

Y/N's Pov

Me and Jess were walking around Boston. I had a coffee cup in my hand, and my fingers were intertwined with Jess in the other hand. My head was leaned against his shoulder. I was looking at all of the flowers planted by the sidewalk.
I took a sip of my coffee. I played with the bottom of Jess's Jean jacket sleeve.
"It's so pretty.." I whispered.
"Yeah." Jess said.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
He nodded, but I knew something was wrong. I didn't wanna say anything, and either cause a fight, or get mad at me. Whenever me and Jess fight he's always yelling. I always try to not yell and just calmly talk with him. Not like it ever works, it seems like it just makes him more angry.
I looked down, watching where my feet stepped. I felt Jess brushing his thumb over the top of my hand. I smiled, and I think that Jess saw my small smile. I drank the rest of my coffee, and tossed my coffee cup in the trash can. I ended up missing, and Jess laughed at me. I let go of his hand and picked up the cup and threw it away.
Jess was smirking at me.
"Not funny." I pouted, smacking his arm.
"Sorry." He laughed.
I walked back over to where I was standing before, and intertwined my fingers with Jess's. I leaned my head against his arm.
"Hey.. I want to talk to you about something." I said.
"What is it?" He asked.
"I'm not going back to school next year." I said.
"What?" Jess asked.
"I found a job at a book shop down the road from the apartment." I told him.
He didn't say anything.
"It's what I wanna do." I told him.
"Okay." He said softly.
"You don't think I'm making a mistake?" I asked.
"No. It's your life. No mine, or anyone else's." He said.
"Yeah." I smiled.
He kissed the side of my head, and I smiled.
"Can I ask you something? It's kinda off topic." I said.
"What is it?" He asked rubbing his thumb over the top of my hand.
"Um. I think we should move." I shrugged.
"What?" He asked.
"Like a bigger apartment." I shrugged.
"Why?" He asked.
"Well for one thing there's spiders everywhere. I was taking a shower last night and I looked up and saw a big spider sitting there making a web." I said, sounding disgusted and scared.
"You did?" He asked.
"Yes. I kept thinking it was gonna fall on me. And when I stepped out of the shower it was gone." I told him.
"Are you serious?" He asked.
I nodded.

The Next Day ~ Sunday

Me and Jess were looking at apartments on my computer. It's so expensive. Maybe we should just move somewhere else. I looked up Philly and looked at apartments there. It was definitely cheaper. I felt arms go around my shoulders.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey." Jess kissed the side of my head.
"What about Philadelphia?" I asked.
"Philadelphia?" He asked.
"Well Boston's pretty expensive." I shrugged.
"Yeah, I guess so." He said.
He pulled his arms away from me and sat in the chair next to me. We were sitting at the kitchen counter.
"Hey! What about this one?" I asked turning the computer to him.
"It's pink." He laughed.
"We can paint it." I smiled.
"You mean that I can paint it." He said.
"We can paint it together." I told him.
"Greeeat." He said sarcastically.
I scrolled through the pictures showing him the apartment.
"What do you think?" I asked.
"It's definitely cheaper." He said.
"Yes... But what do you think about the apartment?" I asked.
"It's fine." He said.
"Fine?" I asked.
"No. I like it." He said.
"Jess.. don't just say you like something because you don't want to upset me." I told him.
"I like it." He said.
"We could go look at it sometime next week." I said.
"Okay." Jess nodded.
I started to put my placement in the apartment.
"Oh hey. I read the book." He said.
"Already?" I asked.
"Yeah." He said.
"It took me like four months to get through." I told him.
"Huh." He said
I smiled. He sat back next to me.
"So..?" He asked.
"Yeah?" I asked him.
"You know.." He smirked.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Ernest only has lovely things to say about you." He said.
I smiled.
"You remember." I smiled again.
"Of course I do." He said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Because that was the moment I fell in love with you." He said, and I saw a certain glow in his eyes.
"Really?" I asked, and he nodded.
"Really." He said.
I kissed him, resting my hand on the side of his face. I smiled into the kiss and pulled away. I felt something in my stomach, and pulled away.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom." I said standing up, and walking to the bathroom.
I grabbed a pregnancy test from the cupboard, and took it. I sat against the shower and closed my eyes.
~~~~
I stood up, and walked over to the counter. I picked up the test
-Positive-
I dropped the test, and covered my mouth. I didn't relized how loud it was when I dropped it. I picked it up, and sat on the counter. I heard knocking at the door.
"Y/N?" I heard Jess's voice.
"Y-Yeah?" I asked.
"Are you alright?" He asked.
"I'm fine," I said.
"Can I come in?" He asked.
I wiped the slight tears that were forming in my eyes.
"Baby.." He whispered.
"I'm fine," I repeated.
"I can help," Jess said.
"I don't need help," I told him.
"Obviously," Jess mumbled.
"I heard that," I said.
"Okay. Fine. Just let me in," He told me.
I unlocked the door, and Jess came in. He closed the door, and walked in between my legs. I started crying heavily.
"What?" Jess asked softly.
I hopped off the counter, and wrapped my arms around his neck. I buried my head into his shoulder, and I felt him wrap his arms around me.
"Hey.. what's the matter?" He asked.
I controlled my breathing, and pulled away. I looked down holding his shoulders, and Jess lowered his head.
"I- I.." I started, but I couldn't finish.
"I'm pregnant," I said.
"What?" He asked.
"We're having a baby," I smiled through my tears.
I swear this boy had no facial expression at all. He wasn't happy, mad, confused, upset. He had no expression.
"Jess?" I asked.
"Y-You're p-p-pregnant?" Jess stuttered.
"Are you upset?" I asked.
"No," He smirked.
"What?" I asked, because I was confused by his smirk.
"We're having a baby," He smiled.
He wrapped his arms around my shoulders, and I rested my head against his shoulder.
"You're really happy?" I mumbled against his shoulder.
"Of course I am." He whispered.
I smiled at his words.

Please vote! It helps!