They don't understand
The definition of 'mess'.'
I work, I study, I socialise.
But every day I am less.
I can't ever seem to eat,
Which is bizarre with the energy
That makes me lack in sleep.
I can convey how I feel
But will never trust you
Enough to reveal,
That I am fighting her.
Pulling hair and screaming
Fighting til we are bleeding.
But she always wins.
I'm fine,
But this little devil inside,
Starring in the mirror,
So divine.
Rules my life.
I have decided it's time to rest.
I tried to give it my best.
While the demon
In a little black dress
Shows the world I am really
A mess.
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The Night Sky is in Her Veins
Poetry// s o n d e r \\ - "the realisation that each random passerby is living a life as vivid and complex as your own" Life can be dark, cold and lonely. Feeling betrayed, misunderstood, chewed up and spat out by the world, its when I get sonder, that I...