Dear Diary | Daryl Dixon

𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗/𝚙𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚎 - 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚓𝚎𝚊𝚗𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚎?

"You remember when you said I had to find something to live for? That I had to wait for it to come to me? That there's something out there for everyone?" Anita asked Daryl softly as she caressed his cheek with her hand and he nodded. "It's you. It was always you."

Daryl couldn't help but smile before leaving a light kiss on her forehead. "Are you sure you want this? Us?" Daryl asked, his heart still pounding out of his chest.

"I've never been so sure of anything in my life." Anita said. "I want everything, all of you. That's all I want."

Daryl couldn't help but press his lips on hers again. He wanted Anita so bad and by the sound of it, she wanted him, too. Every kiss sparked with electricity and passion and it only made Anita and Daryl want each other that much more. Anita jumped and wrapped her legs around Daryl's waist before he slowly made his way to the table sitting in the middle of the room, their lips not disconnecting once. He gently laid Anita onto the table and climbed on top before pulling away, seeing Anita's blushing face, her hair sprawled out underneath her.

"Are you sure?" Daryl asked her. He would never do anything to Anita without her permission or if she was uncomfortable.

When Daryl asked me if I was sure I wanted to do it with him, I had to think about it. All my life, my father taught me never to get involved with any guys, not unless I was sure I was going to marry that person. But now, the world's changed. As much as I love my father and will always have a huge amount of respect for him, I care about Daryl a lot. We have been through a lot together and overtime, I guess neither of us could stop our feelings from growing. I want to be happy. I have found something to live for. Daryl makes me happy. Daryl makes me want to live. Without him, I would've been dead the day Rick found me sobbing on the side of the road.

Anita looked up into Daryl's sparkly blue eyes and she just knew in her heart that he was the one for her. Daryl was always the one. It just took her so long to realise it. Anita nodded. "Yeah. I'm sure." Anita said with a small smile. Daryl smiled and ran his thumb over that little dimple that drove him crazy but in a good way. He leaned down and caught Anita's lips on his as their hands found each other and their fingers intertwined together. He pulled away from her and began peppering kisses all over Anita's neck and chest, causing her to sigh in pleasure as she ran her fingers through his dark hair.

Daryl looked back up at her and felt his heart do a complete three-sixty in his chest. Damn, she was a sight. He brought his lips just under her ear. "You're so beautiful." He whispered, causing shivers to run down Anita's spine. Daryl continued leaving kisses all over her tan, olive skin before eventually moving his hands further down her body. He lifted her shirt up, exposing her stomach and peppered more kisses before reaching the waist band of her jeans, causing him to look back up at her, just in case she had changed her mind.

Anita simply smiled and nodded, telling him it was okay. She sat up on the table and as Daryl fumbled with Anita's button of her jeans, she had already unbuttoned his jeans. She couldn't help but let out a small laugh as she watched Daryl struggle to open the button.

"The hell kind of jeans are these?" Daryl asked, making Anita chuckle.

"Here, I got it." Anita said before opening the button with ease. She looked back at Daryl who looked embarrassed, causing her to smile as she rubbed his hand. He really was adorable. "You really gonna let a button stop you?" Anita asked before planting another soft kiss on his lips. When she pulled away, Daryl looked dazed. Every kiss did something to him, something he had never felt before.

Daryl planted his lips back on Anita's, carefully laying her back down on the table as he pulled down his pants as well as Anita's. He pulled away and planted more kisses on Anita's stomach before eventually working his way down, making Anita let out a few soft moans. Everything just felt so good and Anita was slowly getting greedy for more. She needed more. Daryl made his way back up, his head hovering above Anita's. She could feel his length lightly brushing against her entrance, making her heart pound out of her chest and butterflies which seemed to have turned into full on moths fluttering in her stomach.

Daryl leaned down, pressing kisses along Anita's jaw, then going up to her cheek and chin before slowly pulling away, taking in the beauty laid under him. He could stay lost in her light brown eyes for the rest of his life. That's how Daryl knew.

"I love you." He whispered to Anita, making her smile and tear up.

As soon as I heard those three words escape Daryl's mouth, I felt like the luckiest girl in the world. I felt like I had just won the lottery and Daryl's 'I love you' was the grand prize. I can't ask for anything else. I have Daryl now. That's all I need.

"I love you, too." Anita whispered, her thumb stroking his cheek softly. Daryl smiled wide and peppered her face with kisses, making Anita squeal. He pressed a kiss on her nose before pulling away.

"I heard it hurts for first timers but it only lasts for a few seconds. You know I would never hurt you. You know that, right?" Daryl asked, making Anita nod. "I love you. Remember that." Anita nodded and after a few moments, she gasped, breathing heavily when she felt a sharp pain from down below. Daryl looked down at her in concern but Anita shook her head.

"I'm fine. I'm fine." Anita said, squeezing his hand tightly. Daryl nodded and pressed a kiss on her forehead before slowly pushing in further, making Anita gasp a little more as she took small breaths. Daryl wasn't kidding when he said it would hurt.

"It's okay. I'm here. Focus on me." Daryl said softly to her, their hands still held together. Anita nodded and Daryl kissed her before pushing in fully, making Anita gasp and hold Daryl closer to her. "It's okay. It's okay." Daryl whispered to her before starting to move a little inside her and this time, there was no pain. There was only pleasure. Anita's heart was hammering out of her chest as she felt Daryl leave kisses all over her neck and chest as he moved inside her. She couldn't help but let out a few loud moans as he started to move a little faster.

I had never experienced anything like that before. I feel more connected to Daryl than I ever did before. We're in love. What else could anyone need? Daryl and I weren't just casually sleeping around. We were making love and there's nothing more beautiful than that.

Anita let out a large sigh as she felt Daryl release himself inside her. He ended up laying down next to Anita, both of them trying to catch their breath. Anita turned her head to look at Daryl and couldn't stop smiling. Her love for him was just growing and growing. Daryl turned his head and noticed Anita smiling wide.

"What are ya' smiling at?" He asked.

"Just smiling at the fact that I love you so much." Anita grinned. Daryl smiled and used the back of his finger to stroke her cheek and her little dimple.

"And I love you." Daryl said before planting a soft kiss on her lips.

"Did you...um...use protection?" Anita asked and Daryl shook his head. "Oh."

"I didn't have any on me. Didn't think this would ever happen." Daryl said.

"We'll be fine, right? There's no chance that I'd actually....you know?" Anita asked.

"Yeah. We'll be fine." Daryl said but he looked a little unsure himself. "Can't happen from doing it one time. Yeah, I'm sure we'll be fine."

Anita nodded and squeezed his hand. "We should probably go back up now. Everyone's going to get suspicious when they wake up and see we're not in our cells." Anita said. "And I'd rather sleep on a bunk bed rather than a table."

Both Daryl and Anita got up and tidied themselves up before sneaking back to the cell block. It was dark and everyone was asleep in their cells. The pair went into Anita's cell and climbed into the bottom bunk, cuddled up under the blanket.

"Goodnight." Daryl said before pressing a kiss on Anita's temple. She smiled and said goodnight back before the two fell asleep in each other's arms.